Hard Life

[Pancake08]

I am really sad for the past few days now.. its been almost 7 months that i am separated to my husband.. there is a times that i wanted to save my marriage and a complete family but sometimes i am thinking its better to be not together with him esp. if i am thinking all the things he have done to me..

 

I moved far away from my family and my career and went with him in his country and then i dont have family or relatives in here but he managed to dumped me and took my 8 months old son and now we are having a court case about the custody of our baby.

 

and now i moved in a small room in order to save money and to be more closer to my son, but he managed to be bad to me, doesnt want me calling my son so i can see him in webcam.but he can show him to his chatmate/girlfriend, its really unfair.

 

but in some way i am getting confused if what can i do more to save our family, i have made a keepsake journal about our good memories together and my friend which is jehovas witness gave me a book about families, even though we both CHristian i still wanted to give it to him maybe that can help to open up his mind???? i dont know if thats gonna help though!!!