Two guys...Same feelings

[Sarah]

Well, you see there are these two guys, we'll call them T and R. Ok so as the story unfolds, I have liked T for like four years, and then this fall I started to like R. My friend, Tosha, asked T to go to Sweetheart (V-day Dance) with me but he said he already had a date but if I(she) would have asked him earlier he would have went with me. When T said no, she asked R, he said no because, I waited until like 3 days untill the dance to let her ask him for me, and he already had plans.

 

At Sweetheart (which just happened to be my 16th birthday} R and I's mutual "friend", Mike, was trying to get R to dance with me. I had went into the locker room and when I came out Mike was trying to talk to me, but dumb ass Andrew had to drag me out onto the dance floor. When we were dancing I noticed that T and his date had come with my friend Brandi and her date. After the song was over, I found out that R and Mike had left. When my friend Tosh left I got really sad and started to cry because both T & R had left.

 

So, I had just about gotten over T and then the other night he started flirting with me again. The next day he totally ignored me and the day after that he was flirting with me again. I wish that I knew if he likes me and if he does that he would decide to ask me out.

 

My friend Darl, who is also best frends with Mike and R, has been trying to hook up R and me. About 3 weeks ago, he told me that that weekend him, Mike and R had been talking about me. Mike and Darl had been trying to get R to ask me to prom (he's a server). And in student center when ever there is a chair open at the table I sit at, which is usually the same one that Tara and Darl sit at, R usually sits at it and conviently it is the one right next to mine. But he is really quiet and never talks to me. He hardly ever talks to anyone though. I wish I knew if he likes me or not.

 

Please tell me what you think all this means.

 

Sarah