dee97 Posted January 12, 2014 Share Posted January 12, 2014 Well it all was about a year and a half when i met my first boyfriend online and this is my first relation ! and he was too cute he was caring loving he was treating me like a princess like the only girl in the world i just can't describe how sweet and loving he was..and the other side ! was treating him like the real meaning of CRAAAAAAAP ! iwas soo MEAAAN to him and i just dont know why i've done this to him ! and after breaking up and getting back all day all night he got bored from me he started to hates me while i started to feel the real love ! i just dunno after he dumped me i felt regret and i tried to say sorry and i asked him to get back ! he was no i cant.. an then i tried the nc rule for 2 months and it was Useless my friend called him last week and she was like he i want to know yourr real feeling for her do you still love her ? he was like i dunno and stuff an then he said well she's such a good girl and she deserve the best and im sure that someday she'll date someone whos better than me im sure of that ! and shell say ooh thank god that me and my ex broke up !..after that i called him for the last time and i asked him for a chance and the answer was NOOOOOOOO ! ..afterward i said we cant be friends i have to go with my own life he wished me the best of luck and we havent talk since 6 days i guess...anyways theQUESTIONNNN ! is im so scared that i'll never find someone who can take me at my worst mood who can loves me till death like my ex used to someone who can bears me without no limit i mean my ex was unbelievable will i find someone like him again ? for a second time ? ! someone who i can be my self with who i can feel comfortable with someone who's i can be his first love i mean i really want to be the first love of somone like again !.. actually i feel like its impossible to find someone who fits me like he used to ! now when i think about it all i said is t man ! its just impssible to find someone who can do and say and make me feell the same way ....can you guys give me an advice about this cause i feel like god is punshing me for what i've did eventhough i said sorry and i got my lesson and i learnt for my mistake !?...sorry for the bad grammar am not that good in enligsh tough..help please ! :( Link to post Share on other sites
Broken_Hearted1 Posted January 12, 2014 Share Posted January 12, 2014 Hi there! Wish my ex would come to realize that...realize that how much I loved her. She was my first love. Anyway I am glad that you have realized this. You should know how much it hurts the person when he is constantly trying and you continue to treat him like ****. I don't think there is anything more hurtfull than that. Saying sorry wont make up for what you did now I guess..all you can do is learn from this and move on. You wont find the exact same person that's not possible. However you will find someone that represents his love maybe..just keep your eyes open and treat him properly when he comes along. Link to post Share on other sites
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