Chris715 Posted January 13, 2014 Share Posted January 13, 2014 Hey guys it's been awhile since I've last posted on here (3 or 4 weeks?) Figured I'd take a break from this place and was kind of just done with seeking help on here or in person and I've been in a pretty dark place mentally recently. Unfortunately I've still been fixated on my ex pretty much day to day. I'm positive she's back in town for winter break, luckily I have yet to see her or run into her around town yet or anything like that and she should be going back to school out of state in a week or so. Not sure how I'd react if I saw her at this point. Really paranoid in public day to day that I'll see her. It makes absolutely no sense. I'll spend time during the day hoping she'll call me, text me, anything, and yet I'm terrified I'll run into her somewhere around town. Any girl that even looks slightly like her can cause me to feel a jolt of panic and it's been like this since break started. Honestly feels like I'm going crazy some days School semester starts in like a week or so and I haven't even signed up for classes or anything, not sure I'm even going to go at this point. Counseling at this point is really not an option unless I went through my parents and even then I don't think it would do any good. So yeah, guess I'm just venting a bit on here tonight since I decided to check in after a month. I see my family, friends, and co-workers moving ahead with their lives and relationships and I'm going nowhere. Link to post Share on other sites
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