Author Discover Posted January 29, 2014 Author Share Posted January 29, 2014 I just miss her...everything about her....(really wanting to be able to be PMing you right now but...) I miss her smile...her kiss, her hug...the way she is so small next to me that she fits into my arms and i can just know that i can protect her with my whole being....my god..i can go like this forever..kind of feels like it... 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted January 29, 2014 Share Posted January 29, 2014 I just miss her...everything about her....(really wanting to be able to be PMing you right now but...) I miss her smile...her kiss, her hug...the way she is so small next to me that she fits into my arms and i can just know that i can protect her with my whole being....my god..i can go like this forever..kind of feels like it... No dont..Its difficult I know..I kinda miss it too but you will be able to do that with the one that deserves you buddy. Dont do this to yourself. Distract yourself. Play your guitar or jam on a song. Dont get sad. Your an amazing person, who dont deserve to be sad over a girl who dumped you and didnt bother for 2 weeks? Get mad or disappointed but dont get this way buddy. I know its normal but smile think of something else. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted January 29, 2014 Author Share Posted January 29, 2014 I can't bubbles...i mean...i just..today when i saw her...i felt so nervous...and stupid...and...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...i feel like i shouldn't distract myself and embrace the sadness...i mean...the way i had her head on my shoulder every time we travelled with the train...every time she slept like this...every moment...every whisper...once,,i told her that she is beautiful and she was trying to vinish saying something funny and it was like the cutes thing ever...today when she shuved her head in my chest...it feels...so...i am disappointed..i just want to lay down again with the girl i love and watch the skies right after playing the guitar to her and making her smile...her smile...ah... 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted January 29, 2014 Share Posted January 29, 2014 Trust me , I empathise with you. I understand what you are going through and I cant even imagine how much harder it would be for you since the embrace you shared with your ex. I am so sorry I wish I could be of more help to you , but the best you can do is remain NC and try your best to distract yourself. She might or might not come back. You dont deserve this much pain ! Smile. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted January 29, 2014 Author Share Posted January 29, 2014 Trust me , I empathise with you. I understand what you are going through and I cant even imagine how much harder it would be for you since the embrace you shared with your ex. I am so sorry I wish I could be of more help to you , but the best you can do is remain NC and try your best to distract yourself. She might or might not come back. You dont deserve this much pain ! Smile. Hey..bubbles...i want to ask something from you...don't give me advices like everyone (not hating) just ..say something...i don't know... 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted January 29, 2014 Share Posted January 29, 2014 Hey..bubbles...i want to ask something from you...don't give me advices like everyone (not hating) just ..say something...i don't know... Sure, ask away. I wont advice or anything Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted January 29, 2014 Author Share Posted January 29, 2014 Sure, ask away. I wont advice or anything No...just..chat with me...about..anything...i don't know...and i really feel like talking about her -.- sorry 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted January 29, 2014 Share Posted January 29, 2014 Ok tell me about your fav band? And tell me what kind of guitar do u have? i love guitars! Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted January 29, 2014 Author Share Posted January 29, 2014 Ok tell me about your fav band? And tell me what kind of guitar do u have? i love guitars! Well..i don't really have a favourite band..my whole life is build around music since..i don't know maybe age 12 ...i wanted to play the guitar because of the Simpsons where Lisa plays the guitar...seemed like a good idea back then...My guitar...well i started playing the acoustic..i loved it...and i have a cheap guitar which i can't and couldn't just throw to buy a new one..so i play on it...when i was 15 the hard core breaking of my heart from a girl i had a crush on made me realize i wanted this guitar and so i have it now http://www.cortguitars.com/img/product_colors/KX5-FR-WP_hz.png How about you? Music>instrument...what are you painting by the way..favourite type of books? 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted January 29, 2014 Share Posted January 29, 2014 I like it! Its elegant & thats nice. I really love all kinds of music. Always wanted to learn guitar but clownface (ex) was against it. idk. Will learn it now. So what songs can you play on it? And not really into art as of now. But call me a dork but I am still Harry Potter obsessed. I love reading! Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted January 29, 2014 Author Share Posted January 29, 2014 I like it! Its elegant & thats nice. I really love all kinds of music. Always wanted to learn guitar but clownface (ex) was against it. idk. Will learn it now. So what songs can you play on it? And not really into art as of now. But call me a dork but I am still Harry Potter obsessed. I love reading! Hah..Harry Potter..never got me interested..Same here i listen to all kinds of music..and you..LEARN THE GUITAR! ....and...man i can't stop thinking how i want to call her and kiss her...so pathetic right now..why would she do this to me.. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted January 29, 2014 Share Posted January 29, 2014 Hah..Harry Potter..never got me interested..Same here i listen to all kinds of music..and you..LEARN THE GUITAR! ....and...man i can't stop thinking how i want to call her and kiss her...so pathetic right now..why would she do this to me.. I will as soom as I cant get out of my home! & harry potter is amazing . about ur ex. see its not pathetic, hell I keep thinking how much I want to be with him , hold his hand , feel his presence , hug him eventhough he doesnt deserve it so I can only imagine what you must be feeling. But smile amd think of it this way...She wasnt yours. You have someone who will walk into ur life only after u let go of ur ex. For the real deal you need to forget her. think about any other woman ..megan fox! (that who guys find hot?) Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted January 29, 2014 Author Share Posted January 29, 2014 Nah..that's not my type of woman, not Megan Fox anyway...I don't know..i keep dreaming of that shy,cute,beautiful girl who will hug me after we haven't seen for a long time and the first thing she will say is..."Hey"..that's it..cause i won't need her to talk because i will know she missed and wanted me...like the Beatles song- I just want to hold your hand... Def Leppard - Have You Ever Needed Someone So Bad (Lyrics) - YouTube < listen 2 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted January 29, 2014 Share Posted January 29, 2014 Nah..that's not my type of woman, not Megan Fox anyway...I don't know..i keep dreaming of that shy,cute,beautiful girl who will hug me after we haven't seen for a long time and the first thing she will say is..."Hey"..that's it..cause i won't need her to talk because i will know she missed and wanted me...like the Beatles song- I just want to hold your hand... Def Leppard - Have You Ever Needed Someone So Bad (Lyrics) - YouTube < listen Dude. You are saying those things he used to say to me. Man I miss clownface . I get what u mean but its not healthy you need to stop. please..think of whatever else u want or best sleep! 1 Link to post Share on other sites
xUnknown Posted January 29, 2014 Share Posted January 29, 2014 Dude. You are saying those things he used to say to me. Man I miss clownface . I get what u mean but its not healthy you need to stop. please..think of whatever else u want or best sleep! Yeah You need to find something to distract yourself with. Go to a movie, a bar, go bowling with a friend...You have to go do something. Call up a friend and just ask to see him/her, just to do something (anything) to get your mind off of it. That is what you NEED to do.... Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted January 29, 2014 Share Posted January 29, 2014 Yeah You need to find something to distract yourself with. Go to a movie, a bar, go bowling with a friend...You have to go do something. Call up a friend and just ask to see him/her, just to do something (anything) to get your mind off of it. That is what you NEED to do.... yes ! i know your thoughts would seem more comforting but its only going to cause u more pain in future. Please dont. Go watch a movie or something. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted January 29, 2014 Author Share Posted January 29, 2014 I am sorry that i am saying those things,...does this mean i am a bad person as well? I hope i haven't made you feel bad...sorry about it...i guess i will go to sleep now..sorry to make you sad...sorry...and..i will hope that tomorrow i don't see her again...-.- pathetic... 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted January 29, 2014 Share Posted January 29, 2014 I am sorry that i am saying those things,...does this mean i am a bad person as well? I hope i haven't made you feel bad...sorry about it...i guess i will go to sleep now..sorry to make you sad...sorry...and..i will hope that tomorrow i don't see her again...-.- pathetic... Discover hey listen.. i am ok. dont worry about me. I am not sad. Make sure you are ok. Do whatever it takes to keep ur mind off her. Daydream? or read or anything. Dont apologize my friend everything will be ok. I promise. Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted January 29, 2014 Share Posted January 29, 2014 You arent a bad person! You are an amazing person with so much strength! It takes too much courage to do what ur doing. Dont apologize. Believe in yourself Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted January 29, 2014 Author Share Posted January 29, 2014 Ah...thank you bubbles..thank you xUnknown....thank you guys..I will go and have some sleep now...and i hope tomorrow is better...will find a way to write to you bubbles sorry to bother you guys... Poison Every Rose Has Its Thorn (video oficial) - YouTube Good night guys...Thank you! Link to post Share on other sites
xUnknown Posted January 29, 2014 Share Posted January 29, 2014 Yeah man, you're good. Cut yourself some slack. Its okay to be sad and want to talk to people. It helps one cope. But, you can't dwell on it all the time. You can't feel sorry for yourself, because that isn't going to help you move forward. You have to stay positive. We all bad-mouth our ex's in one way or another. My ex was a bitch for doing what she did, especially when she did it...she knows this. So, say what you need to say to help you get over it. Get pissed and get angry. It is an easier emotion to deal with. After a while, you won't want to. The 5 Stages of Loss and Grief | Psych Central You're at stage 1 now. Get pissed and progress through the stages. They'll come back, believe me they will...but each time it gets easier and easier and they won't last as long. You must go do something though. Keep your mind off of it. Go play a video game, keep yourself and your mind occupied. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted January 29, 2014 Share Posted January 29, 2014 Ah...thank you bubbles..thank you xUnknown....thank you guys..I will go and have some sleep now...and i hope tomorrow is better...will find a way to write to you bubbles sorry to bother you guys... Poison Every Rose Has Its Thorn (video oficial) - YouTube Good night guys...Thank you! You are welcome and dont apologize. You can tell me whatever you want to anytime ! Have a peacful night. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted January 30, 2014 Author Share Posted January 30, 2014 So as i said yesterday she came to school for one lesson..today when i went into the room she was sitting on my desk so i sat next to her..everything was ok..too ok..i mean...i don't know..she spends a lot of time looking at me and looking sad...i try to be indifferent not going over board to hurting her more...just chatting with my friends and listening to music...helped her get a good grade in History...and as every "thank you"i got from her i said "No need to.." cause i usually don't help people to hear their greatitude i just want them to be happy.... She asked me to go to a fast food restaurant after school but i refused because i have a lesson today and felt like it...then we walked home and she actually sent me almost home which she covered with "i have to go to the shop"or i am just imagining and she really did need to...i don't know...i am kind of freaking out... i try not to get my heart or arms close to her because i will kiss her or hug her.and i know i want to pull her and kiss her..and restraining is so painful..but i have no idea..and all of a sudden i am starting to feel as a DUMPER and i feel confused..i mean..SERIOUSLY?! I have no idea..should i say something or just let it go..i wanted to go but knew this won't turn out well... What is going on? Why does she search for a contact with me and why the blue hell does she look so sad...i am covering it..almost..but she...god damn... 1 Link to post Share on other sites
ConfusedHumanBeing Posted January 30, 2014 Share Posted January 30, 2014 So as i said yesterday she came to school for one lesson..today when i went into the room she was sitting on my desk so i sat next to her..everything was ok..too ok..i mean...i don't know..she spends a lot of time looking at me and looking sad...i try to be indifferent not going over board to hurting her more...just chatting with my friends and listening to music...helped her get a good grade in History...and as every "thank you"i got from her i said "No need to.." cause i usually don't help people to hear their greatitude i just want them to be happy.... She asked me to go to a fast food restaurant after school but i refused because i have a lesson today and felt like it...then we walked home and she actually sent me almost home which she covered with "i have to go to the shop"or i am just imagining and she really did need to...i don't know...i am kind of freaking out... i try not to get my heart or arms close to her because i will kiss her or hug her.and i know i want to pull her and kiss her..and restraining is so painful..but i have no idea..and all of a sudden i am starting to feel as a DUMPER and i feel confused..i mean..SERIOUSLY?! I have no idea..should i say something or just let it go..i wanted to go but knew this won't turn out well... What is going on? Why does she search for a contact with me and why the blue hell does she look so sad...i am covering it..almost..but she...god damn... From your previous post, you seem very young. Stuff like this happens a lot and it defiantly wont be your last. Look, she is young. She doesnt know what she wants. She likes your company, but not enough anymore to be exclusive. My advice is to let this go. Focus on getting the grades and making sure that you dont overwhelm yourself with this. You have a bright future and though she is probably cool, there will be many. Keep your head up. Edit: Needtobreathe reference in your profile. Nicely done. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted January 30, 2014 Author Share Posted January 30, 2014 From your previous post, you seem very young. Stuff like this happens a lot and it defiantly wont be your last. Look, she is young. She doesnt know what she wants. She likes your company, but not enough anymore to be exclusive. My advice is to let this go. Focus on getting the grades and making sure that you dont overwhelm yourself with this. You have a bright future and though she is probably cool, there will be many. Keep your head up. Edit: Needtobreathe reference in your profile. Nicely done. Thank you...i guess you are right..just...that secret desire to have the old/gone days back.. Yea..Needtobreathe! 1 Link to post Share on other sites
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