Author Discover Posted February 8, 2014 Author Share Posted February 8, 2014 You know what? I was beating myself around thinking the same thing. Its like we are suddenly strangers. God Thats the spirit Discover! You will fall in love with a much better person! I am okay in the weekend but during the week it is hell seeing her everyday ;x ! Yea,same here, I have no idea who she is anymore and it feels stupid but the think that helps me to move on is the fact that she turned into almost everything that I dislike in a girl and this makes me only sad for her as she truly is/can be amazing! I feel amazing,I am so inspired by sports that I can't help myself, I am eagerly waiting for my friends to call me so we can go out and play some football. I am so happy that I am good at sports, no matter what they are! 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 8, 2014 Share Posted February 8, 2014 I am okay in the weekend but during the week it is hell seeing her everyday ;x ! Yea,same here, I have no idea who she is anymore and it feels stupid but the think that helps me to move on is the fact that she turned into almost everything that I dislike in a girl and this makes me only sad for her as she truly is/can be amazing! I feel amazing,I am so inspired by sports that I can't help myself, I am eagerly waiting for my friends to call me so we can go out and play some football. I am so happy that I am good at sports, no matter what they are! I know right? Distract yourself with sports! It will take your mind off her, I am sure and weekends..Go out with your friends Have fun! Enjoy your single days Damn I wish I could PM you right now Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 8, 2014 Author Share Posted February 8, 2014 I know right? Distract yourself with sports! It will take your mind off her, I am sure and weekends..Go out with your friends Have fun! Enjoy your single days Damn I wish I could PM you right now Yea,same here Bubbles, I wish I could PM you so much! But if you need to get something off your chest go ahead here 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 8, 2014 Author Share Posted February 8, 2014 Discover! Your posts take forever to appear . and yea stuff happened. I already vented in another thread Oh,Bubbles..just got home and I was thinking..It is good that our exes are moving on because it helps us and everything but why am I so hurt from the tought that she is moving on while I am stuck in this whole called my life? This is one of the moments I wish I could be cold-hearted...Right now I am becoming a memory for her which makes me feel sick..I am so sad right now,I am scared that if I go to bed I will be embraced by the loneliness and pain again as my heart bleeds right now..I want someone/her to be next to me right now..so I can kiss her in a moment that will last forever... ;( ;( ;( ;( 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 9, 2014 Author Share Posted February 9, 2014 Read your thread Bubbles! Man up and don't let yourself be brought down by him! Good luck on your job interview and know that we here trust in you and believe you are going to do just fine! < now jam to that and sing along 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 9, 2014 Share Posted February 9, 2014 Oh,Bubbles..just got home and I was thinking..It is good that our exes are moving on because it helps us and everything but why am I so hurt from the tought that she is moving on while I am stuck in this whole called my life? This is one of the moments I wish I could be cold-hearted...Right now I am becoming a memory for her which makes me feel sick..I am so sad right now,I am scared that if I go to bed I will be embraced by the loneliness and pain again as my heart bleeds right now..I want someone/her to be next to me right now..so I can kiss her in a moment that will last forever... ;( ;( ;( ;( I am so sorry Discover, I just dont know . I know it sucks but you know what? I am sure you have heard people saying this ALOT but you will BE okay . I am sure . You arent cold-hearted, dont even wish for such a thing. You are amazing as you are dont let her change who you are! Dont be sad We are here for you! The pain will go away, its just temporary I promise. I know nights are tough but eventually it will get better. Infact it will get so much better that you will not care about her not being with you. You will get through this and so will I! Have faith Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 9, 2014 Share Posted February 9, 2014 Read your thread Bubbles! Man up and don't let yourself be brought down by him! Good luck on your job interview and know that we here trust in you and believe you are going to do just fine! < now jam to that and sing along Oh well I wasnt upset (strangely) I was just mad at him and his immature behavior. He just pisses me off now. God. Why did I even date an a** like him? Cant wait till I am completely over him. And thank you discover! Its tomorrow. Kinda scared but I will give it my best shot! Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 9, 2014 Author Share Posted February 9, 2014 Hey,Bubbles, thank you for posting, seeing that made me happy ! How are holding on? Eating? Sleeping? Smiling? Preparing for the interview? Yes,i understand the feeling, she pisses me off as well !! I miss the girl i Loved but I kind of want to crush ( of course a figure of speech) the person she is not..I guess I should be indifferent! 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 9, 2014 Share Posted February 9, 2014 Hey,Bubbles, thank you for posting, seeing that made me happy ! How are holding on? Eating? Sleeping? Smiling? Preparing for the interview? Yes,i understand the feeling, she pisses me off as well !! I miss the girl i Loved but I kind of want to crush ( of course a figure of speech) the person she is not..I guess I should be indifferent! Hey Remember I am looking out for you! And I am doing much better than I was 2 weeks back. Yes I do eat , atleast better than earlier. And I am smiling If I could PM you I would have filled you in with so many weird events happening in my life. Though I did update a part of it in my thread And I understand that feeling. Its like you want to kill the new version of the person they have become. Ugh! Its like that relationship was an amazing dream and this new person is somewhat a person you never thought you would EVER date. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 9, 2014 Author Share Posted February 9, 2014 Yes,I agree completely! Make sure you PM as soon as we can use this option! I would like to be able to chat with you if it is ok with you of course and you don't feel it like it is something strange or wierd or bothering! Right now,I am super-mega scared about going to school tomorrow as I am going to see her again, oh God I have two months left until I have to do my exams in order to get into University but two months seem sooo long! Stupid but exciting thing happened to me, found out that I look almost exactly like this guy(the on on my profile) ( childish me) I don't know but it makes me happy (the colour of my hair is different tough ) >> Sorry wanted to share with someone http://fc02.deviantart.net/fs71/f/2014/030/5/2/maiubou_box___murasakibara_atsushi_x_reader_by_naanixtaiga-d74cp1s.jpg 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 9, 2014 Share Posted February 9, 2014 Yes,I agree completely! Make sure you PM as soon as we can use this option! I would like to be able to chat with you if it is ok with you of course and you don't feel it like it is something strange or wierd or bothering! Right now,I am super-mega scared about going to school tomorrow as I am going to see her again, oh God I have two months left until I have to do my exams in order to get into University but two months seem sooo long! Stupid but exciting thing happened to me, found out that I look almost exactly like this guy(the on on my profile) ( childish me) I don't know but it makes me happy (the colour of my hair is different tough ) >> Sorry wanted to share with someone http://fc02.deviantart.net/fs71/f/2014/030/5/2/maiubou_box___murasakibara_atsushi_x_reader_by_naanixtaiga-d74cp1s.jpg I would love to chat with you! Dont be scared buddy , just ignore and avoid her at all costs! You will be just fine. Think about your sports or chill with your friends And it does indeed! I kind of ended up laughing as well! Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 9, 2014 Author Share Posted February 9, 2014 I would love to chat with you! Dont be scared buddy , just ignore and avoid her at all costs! You will be just fine. Think about your sports or chill with your friends And it does indeed! I kind of ended up laughing as well! I look like this in real life,that's what I ment.. AWESOME xD .. Anyway,ignoring her makes me want to cry all the time I am doing it..I have to think about my exams right now the most but I can't concentrate on the studying as I feel empty and this is like the most important step in my life right now! I am worried that people will ask me about her and why we separated and all I can say is "It is good for both of us"..so lame! 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 9, 2014 Share Posted February 9, 2014 I look like this in real life,that's what I ment.. AWESOME xD .. Anyway,ignoring her makes me want to cry all the time I am doing it..I have to think about my exams right now the most but I can't concentrate on the studying as I feel empty and this is like the most important step in my life right now! I am worried that people will ask me about her and why we separated and all I can say is "It is good for both of us"..so lame! I started comparing your Pic on here to that. And you need to avoid her then! AT ALL COSTS . I know its hard but you have to. Dont bother about people. Say whatever you want. Concentrate on yourself Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 9, 2014 Author Share Posted February 9, 2014 I started comparing your Pic on here to that. And you need to avoid her then! AT ALL COSTS . I know its hard but you have to. Dont bother about people. Say whatever you want. Concentrate on yourself Figured as much Of course you did compare to it, that made me laugh ! Blah,I will try Bubbles! I will try! So, you have something you want to talk about? 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 9, 2014 Share Posted February 9, 2014 Figured as much Of course you did compare to it, that made me laugh ! Blah,I will try Bubbles! I will try! So, you have something you want to talk about? Hehe thats good! laugh Yes do your best Its ok if you feel sad. Its all good. And hmm, how was your weeked ? Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 9, 2014 Author Share Posted February 9, 2014 Hehe thats good! laugh Yes do your best Its ok if you feel sad. Its all good. And hmm, how was your weeked ? It was okay, I guess...We played football with friends yesterday and we had fun,I was kind of bored tough, I want to play with better players in all sports I take part of! After that we were at a friends house and talked a lot but when I wrote to you,the first post you answered, I was feeling so freaking bad that I wanted to cry! Today was a down day, can't stop thinking about her but it gets easier.. And you? How was yours? Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 9, 2014 Share Posted February 9, 2014 It was okay, I guess...We played football with friends yesterday and we had fun,I was kind of bored tough, I want to play with better players in all sports I take part of! After that we were at a friends house and talked a lot but when I wrote to you,the first post you answered, I was feeling so freaking bad that I wanted to cry! Today was a down day, can't stop thinking about her but it gets easier.. And you? How was yours? Aww! It gets better. Ups nd downs but you are doing great! Actually really great..Keep urself busy. And I went out with my gfs had a few drinks yesterday. it was nice. Today I was just busy with my prep and freaking over jerk. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 9, 2014 Author Share Posted February 9, 2014 Chill out and SMILE! You see, and you were so worried about your girlfriends being away ! Forget about jerk and prepare your interview, and one thing as a boy who has been on competitions, worrying only makes things worse. Be confident adn believe in yourself and remember everything you have gone trough to reach this point of your life! 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 9, 2014 Share Posted February 9, 2014 Chill out and SMILE! You see, and you were so worried about your girlfriends being away ! Forget about jerk and prepare your interview, and one thing as a boy who has been on competitions, worrying only makes things worse. Be confident adn believe in yourself and remember everything you have gone trough to reach this point of your life! Yea you are right I was worried over nothing. Friends make life easier soecually during hard times. And you as well keeo holding on yea? Try this song : let me go by avril ft chad Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 9, 2014 Author Share Posted February 9, 2014 Thank you for the song Bubbles! I am trying, just feeling lonely most of the time 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 9, 2014 Share Posted February 9, 2014 Thank you for the song Bubbles! I am trying, just feeling lonely most of the time Dont feel lonely Discover, I am here for you. You will soon have your life back , the one you had before she came in but with more improvements Meh I am trying to stay positive, as much as I can. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 9, 2014 Author Share Posted February 9, 2014 I know, bubbles! I appreciate it a lot! I just, I am not sure whether I have ever liked my life,i cherish it but I don't feel..it is strange because I didn't feel a better person with her I actually felt a worse person when I think of it and I really didn't feel complete 100% in the relationship to be honest the bad times were making me become empty.. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 9, 2014 Share Posted February 9, 2014 I know, bubbles! I appreciate it a lot! I just, I am not sure whether I have ever liked my life,i cherish it but I don't feel..it is strange because I didn't feel a better person with her I actually felt a worse person when I think of it and I really didn't feel complete 100% in the relationship to be honest the bad times were making me become empty.. See? Maybe it was for the best that this happened! So that you love your life , so that you become a better person . If u never really felt 100% complete then it wasnt meant to be. Sorry if I sound harsh but you dont deserve to be sad over someone whp didnt make you that much happy in the first place. Cheer up 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 9, 2014 Author Share Posted February 9, 2014 It is strange, I don't know. I thought I was happy but there were moments when I wanted to end it really bad. I am just sad because she was everything to me but I guess I am better off without her, which makes me feel sad..She made me happy,hell did she made me happy..just there were times which I found myself not knowing why I put up with the things..and honestly I freaking hate my life 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 10, 2014 Share Posted February 10, 2014 It is strange, I don't know. I thought I was happy but there were moments when I wanted to end it really bad. I am just sad because she was everything to me but I guess I am better off without her, which makes me feel sad..She made me happy,hell did she made me happy..just there were times which I found myself not knowing why I put up with the things..and honestly I freaking hate my life Sorry I am here Discover..Had the worst day. Messed up my interview and am so mad. -.- Anyway, You are better off without her no doubt! I know of course she was everything to you , you were together for a hell lot of time. You will be much more happy wait and see. As happy as you can be! Dont ever say you hate your life. People love you, your family, your friends. You can do it. Smile! Link to post Share on other sites
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