Author Discover Posted February 10, 2014 Author Share Posted February 10, 2014 Then you're doing everything right. It won't be an easy process, but it will get easier. Just take it day by day. Don't worry about tomorrow because it hasn't come yet, and no sense in worrying about yesterday because there isn't a damn thing that can change it. Just focus on now and focus on you. Hey,guys! Man on the way back from my lesson,during that surprisingly hot night for winter I remembered all the summer nights we spent as she was working at a shop and I collected her every damned night..I feel awful,and this emotional rolecoster is making me puke..God Damn...the memories are a real killer! I hate the feeling that I will never find someone like her.. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
xUnknown Posted February 10, 2014 Share Posted February 10, 2014 Hey,guys! Man on the way back from my lesson,during that surprisingly hot night for winter I remembered all the summer nights we spent as she was working at a shop and I collected her every damned night..I feel awful,and this emotional rolecoster is making me puke..God Damn...the memories are a real killer! I hate the feeling that I will never find someone like her.. You're right, you won't find someone LIKE her, you'll find someone BETTER than her. Kick her off that pedestal man...Its such a tough thing to do - I know, but once you're able to do that it makes things so much better. What makes her so great? What makes you think you won't find someone better that you'll fall in love with? You will man. Go over that list again. Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 10, 2014 Share Posted February 10, 2014 Hey,guys! Man on the way back from my lesson,during that surprisingly hot night for winter I remembered all the summer nights we spent as she was working at a shop and I collected her every damned night..I feel awful,and this emotional rolecoster is making me puke..God Damn...the memories are a real killer! I hate the feeling that I will never find someone like her.. I know how you are feeling I am feeling the same thing infact worse..all I can do is think about our happy times together. The dates, the laughs everything. It just feels like a different lifetime. I cant stop crying. I miss him but s**ks more is I know he is with her, doing what we did..To top it I am wishing for breadcrumbs as well. I dont know whats happening to me Ugh. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 10, 2014 Author Share Posted February 10, 2014 I know how you are feeling I am feeling the same thing infact worse..all I can do is think about our happy times together. The dates, the laughs everything. It just feels like a different lifetime. I cant stop crying. I miss him but s**ks more is I know he is with her, doing what we did..To top it I am wishing for breadcrumbs as well. I dont know whats happening to me Ugh. hey,Bubbles...HHHHHHUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG just for you...!!! I am thinking about those things,but I don't know..I just smile about it.. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 10, 2014 Share Posted February 10, 2014 hey,Bubbles...HHHHHHUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG just for you...!!! I am thinking about those things,but I don't know..I just smile about it.. I am miserable right now -.- I cant stop feeling like sh*t Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 10, 2014 Author Share Posted February 10, 2014 I am miserable right now -.- I cant stop feeling like sh*t Bubbles, you have my hugs! Don't worry,listen to the songs I sent you today, it is going to be okay! One day you will remember me and you will say to yourself "Damn what happened to Discover,we went trough a lot together,I hope he found an amazing person who loves him as I did find that one" HUG 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 10, 2014 Share Posted February 10, 2014 Bubbles, you have my hugs! Don't worry,listen to the songs I sent you today, it is going to be okay! One day you will remember me and you will say to yourself "Damn what happened to Discover,we went trough a lot together,I hope he found an amazing person who loves him as I did find that one" HUG I know, I am but just a weak moment I guess. I will remember you anyway , we are buddies! And I am sure you will find an amazing person. I know you will! Hugs Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 10, 2014 Author Share Posted February 10, 2014 C'mon, don't be like that..Let's chat So you like animes? Do you even know what it is? I can send you an amazing one on which I cry every time but I will after we get over them! So? 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 10, 2014 Share Posted February 10, 2014 C'mon, don't be like that..Let's chat So you like animes? Do you even know what it is? I can send you an amazing one on which I cry every time but I will after we get over them! So? Yea I like anime , I know what it is but just the pictures I see. And which one do you like? Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 10, 2014 Share Posted February 10, 2014 I cant stop crying to be honest..I am just going to vent.. I cant understand how a love so strong for so long be over in a matter of few seconds. I cant understand. How? And why? When just before breaking up a few minutes before he broke up when he was saying he loves me and all? How ? I cant stop wondering. It hurts so much. I just cant stop wishing this was a bad dream, I cant. Ugh. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 10, 2014 Author Share Posted February 10, 2014 I cant stop crying to be honest..I am just going to vent.. I cant understand how a love so strong for so long be over in a matter of few seconds. I cant understand. How? And why? When just before breaking up a few minutes before he broke up when he was saying he loves me and all? How ? I cant stop wondering. It hurts so much. I just cant stop wishing this was a bad dream, I cant. Ugh. Write everything Bubbles..vent all out and then I am going to talk about anime 1 Link to post Share on other sites
SCJACK Posted February 10, 2014 Share Posted February 10, 2014 I cant stop crying to be honest..I am just going to vent.. I cant understand how a love so strong for so long be over in a matter of few seconds. I cant understand. How? And why? When just before breaking up a few minutes before he broke up when he was saying he loves me and all? How ? I cant stop wondering. It hurts so much. I just cant stop wishing this was a bad dream, I cant. Ugh. I know what you mean.. I just vented and posted on my thread about this as well.. it's like a switch triggered and reprogrammed their minds... it's like before they had all intentions to want and be with you. and then all the sudden they want to shut you out of their life..... I don't get it.... and I wish we knew the reasons why but they'll never tell us.. and even if they did I wouldn't believe it...because it's never the truth.. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 10, 2014 Share Posted February 10, 2014 I dont know its like , its like such a bad dream. Sometimes I wish he would just drop me a breadcrumb to prove me wrong and show me he is still in there. it hurts and then , the next moment all I can do is cringe at the thought of him being with HER. And I dont know it pains alot. Last year this time we were together happy. Laughing , Smiling and in Love. He promsied he owuld love me forever and that we would have a future and that we would get old one day together and it all changed forever all of a sudden. It just too much to take. Its like all those years meant nothing. Like SCJACK said I cant stop wondering. I cant. I want to know the TRUTH as to why did my life get this way. Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 10, 2014 Share Posted February 10, 2014 I just feel so miserable right now. What is happening today. Link to post Share on other sites
SCJACK Posted February 10, 2014 Share Posted February 10, 2014 I dont know its like , its like such a bad dream. Sometimes I wish he would just drop me a breadcrumb to prove me wrong and show me he is still in there. it hurts and then , the next moment all I can do is cringe at the thought of him being with HER. And I dont know it pains alot. Last year this time we were together happy. Laughing , Smiling and in Love. He promsied he owuld love me forever and that we would have a future and that we would get old one day together and it all changed forever all of a sudden. It just too much to take. Its like all those years meant nothing. Like SCJACK said I cant stop wondering. I cant. I want to know the TRUTH as to why did my life get this way. It felt like a nightmare and I wish I would wake up from it but then she said it's not a dream.. I hate having all these thoughts and coming up with reasons to why she broke up with me.. for another person? etc... I did everything I could to be the best bf ever. Which makes it worse for understanding the breakup... because I tried my best... and yet still break up? Makes me feel like it's my fault and i'm the one who's flawed. Like i'm not good enough for her. Yeah I feel the same way.. i feel like garbage like everything i did (and i did alot and put alot of effort to show her i cared) means nothing to her at all. I also hate how sometimes you feel like you can move on, but then there are times like right now when you feel like sh*t and the sh*t feeling tends to stay longer than the moving on ones... :/ sighhh 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 10, 2014 Share Posted February 10, 2014 It felt like a nightmare and I wish I would wake up from it but then she said it's not a dream.. I hate having all these thoughts and coming up with reasons to why she broke up with me.. for another person? etc... I did everything I could to be the best bf ever. Which makes it worse for understanding the breakup... because I tried my best... and yet still break up? Makes me feel like it's my fault and i'm the one who's flawed. Like i'm not good enough for her. Yeah I feel the same way.. i feel like garbage like everything i did (and i did alot and put alot of effort to show her i cared) means nothing to her at all. I also hate how sometimes you feel like you can move on, but then there are times like right now when you feel like sh*t and the sh*t feeling tends to stay longer than the moving on ones... :/ sighhh Trust me, i did a hell lot of things to show I cared. Everything you name it , I did it. And now all of a sudden we are strangers. And please just dont blame yourself. Thats the worst thing you can do to yourself. I did that too. Trust me not a good feeling. They left , wsnt our fault. They had a problem with us and didnt bother telling us about it , didnt bother to even work on it. That moving on feeling? i totally get it. Right now whatever I am feeling , it has happened after days. And suddenly all these past days are long gone and I feel I am back to square one, the D Day Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 10, 2014 Author Share Posted February 10, 2014 Trust me, i did a hell lot of things to show I cared. Everything you name it , I did it. And now all of a sudden we are strangers. And please just dont blame yourself. Thats the worst thing you can do to yourself. I did that too. Trust me not a good feeling. They left , wsnt our fault. They had a problem with us and didnt bother telling us about it , didnt bother to even work on it. That moving on feeling? i totally get it. Right now whatever I am feeling , it has happened after days. And suddenly all these past days are long gone and I feel I am back to square one, the D Day Hey,Bubbles You have no idea how many things I did...I collected her all summer 3 months after her work at 22:00 o'clock..Bought her flowers almost everyday...Did sooo many things and she did for me...but..it is gone..god damn it... but let's not talk about them... Which animes do you like? 1 Link to post Share on other sites
SCJACK Posted February 10, 2014 Share Posted February 10, 2014 Trust me, i did a hell lot of things to show I cared. Everything you name it , I did it. And now all of a sudden we are strangers. And please just dont blame yourself. Thats the worst thing you can do to yourself. I did that too. Trust me not a good feeling. They left , wsnt our fault. They had a problem with us and didnt bother telling us about it , didnt bother to even work on it. That moving on feeling? i totally get it. Right now whatever I am feeling , it has happened after days. And suddenly all these past days are long gone and I feel I am back to square one, the D Day I'm sure you did... maybe they just took us for granted.. and yup we are practically strangers... It's hard not to blame myself. I try not to. Yeah during the christmas holiday she became more silent and distant. And the break up happened so sudden and out of no where, they didn't try to communicate with us or solve it... that's what upsets me that they didn't bother to try and talk things out, it makes me question how much they really cared in the first place. Just got to keep reminding ourselves that we deserve someone better.. even with this NC thing there are just ups and downs.. 2 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 10, 2014 Share Posted February 10, 2014 Hey,Bubbles You have no idea how many things I did...I collected her all summer 3 months after her work at 22:00 o'clock..Bought her flowers almost everyday...Did sooo many things and she did for me...but..it is gone..god damn it... but let's not talk about them... Which animes do you like? Yes you did! & yea its gone forever now. F**k. Hmm, I dont know the names but there was this gabe guy. (anime) was really cute. And i like Zero! Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 10, 2014 Share Posted February 10, 2014 I'm sure you did... maybe they just took us for granted.. and yup we are practically strangers... It's hard not to blame myself. I try not to. Yeah during the christmas holiday she became more silent and distant. And the break up happened so sudden and out of no where, they didn't try to communicate with us or solve it... that's what upsets me that they didn't bother to try and talk things out, it makes me question how much they really cared in the first place. Just got to keep reminding ourselves that we deserve someone better.. even with this NC thing there are just ups and downs.. Exactly. Makes me question if they really cared all this time or was it just inside my head. It was sudden for me well but now NC is the only way though ups and downs are killing me but I hope one day it will make sense. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 10, 2014 Author Share Posted February 10, 2014 (edited) Look at this...looking at it makes me cry because we bought the manga (the book of the anime on which the anime is actually created) and I will cry because of it but I want to share this with you, so Bunnles and SCJACK if you want take a look...it is sad I warn you!! but I Love it and I hid all the books,I don't know..We used to watch animes together while talking on skype...we watched so much..god... < watch them PLEASE!!! Dengeki Daisy - Time After Time - YouTube Edited February 10, 2014 by Discover 2 Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 10, 2014 Author Share Posted February 10, 2014 Oh,sorry I guess you guys didn't want to :x.. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
SCJACK Posted February 10, 2014 Share Posted February 10, 2014 Sorry, I went to the doctors... Thanks for that discover! They were good 1 Link to post Share on other sites
SCJACK Posted February 11, 2014 Share Posted February 11, 2014 Since you two seem to like music... i've been listening to this one.. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 11, 2014 Share Posted February 11, 2014 I will watch it. I kinda fell asleep. Link to post Share on other sites
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