SCJACK Posted February 11, 2014 Share Posted February 11, 2014 I unchecked on follow button and removed him from close friends. I am just a little pukish. I dont know its normal I guess? Hmm lets chat then, Which movies did you see lately? I had to do the same last week... unfollow and remove from close friends. There are times when I really want to check and I almost do it but I force myself not to. When you check it's like a dose of drug and you get your "hit" because you want to but then after, you get hurt and your world comes crashing down with it. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 11, 2014 Author Share Posted February 11, 2014 I unchecked on follow button and removed him from close friends. I am just a little pukish. I dont know its normal I guess? Hmm lets chat then, Which movies did you see lately? I don't know,I don't watch a lot of movies recently, I don't feel like it..to be hones I just study practise and play video games with my friends at night...and you? Some nice movies? 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 11, 2014 Share Posted February 11, 2014 Exactly SCJACK , i felt the same. How are you doing? And Discover, I dont feel like watching movies but I am trying everyday to do things that make me happy. So what videogames do you play? Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 11, 2014 Author Share Posted February 11, 2014 We play LEague of Legends from the day it was released and I laugh my ass out because we play 5vs5 so we are laughing pretty hard! I don't know..trying to fill my nights..;x 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 11, 2014 Author Share Posted February 11, 2014 I am hoping for you to write something really wrong because I feel so lonely,sure we laugh but I am kind of..I don't know I want a normal conversation...recently all I do is stay quite while they laugh.. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 11, 2014 Share Posted February 11, 2014 We play LEague of Legends from the day it was released and I laugh my ass out because we play 5vs5 so we are laughing pretty hard! I don't know..trying to fill my nights..;x Thats a good thing Keep yourself busy! I havent heard of these games though but i am not much of a gamer haha.. Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 11, 2014 Share Posted February 11, 2014 I am hoping for you to write something really wrong because I feel so lonely,sure we laugh but I am kind of..I don't know I want a normal conversation...recently all I do is stay quite while they laugh.. Wrong? Discover, its normal to not feel like talking, I am like that as well since that day. This feeling will go away soon. Okay do u want to chat up with me on gtalk? Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 11, 2014 Author Share Posted February 11, 2014 Wrong? Discover, its normal to not feel like talking, I am like that as well since that day. This feeling will go away soon. Okay do u want to chat up with me on gtalk? I would love to do that, but let's do it tomorrow because they make me play every night so it is kind of like this all night for me and tomorrow we have a tournament in which we are going to take part of so they want me to play with the team and hopefully for me to be able to carry it like recently..Don't feel turned down by me!!! First, what is Gtalk? Second,I must say I am actually nervous to talk to you ... 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 11, 2014 Share Posted February 11, 2014 I would love to do that, but let's do it tomorrow because they make me play every night so it is kind of like this all night for me and tomorrow we have a tournament in which we are going to take part of so they want me to play with the team and hopefully for me to be able to carry it like recently..Don't feel turned down by me!!! First, what is Gtalk? Second,I must say I am actually nervous to talk to you ... Have fun playing! Good luck Distract yourself as much as you can, you are doing great. Gtalk its like yahoo messenger but only for gmail. And second , Lol dont be nervous cheer up! Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 11, 2014 Author Share Posted February 11, 2014 Have fun playing! Good luck Distract yourself as much as you can, you are doing great. Gtalk its like yahoo messenger but only for gmail. And second , Lol dont be nervous cheer up! Great! Send me where I should register so I can call you/chat tomorrow if I understood correctly 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 11, 2014 Share Posted February 11, 2014 You just need a google email id If u have one or we can chat via any other app if you want. I have wechat etc etc. You can talk to me anytime! Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 11, 2014 Author Share Posted February 11, 2014 I have skype, I think I have google.e-mail...yeah I have it..so I need to find you or something? 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 11, 2014 Share Posted February 11, 2014 Lol. nah just give me ur gmail i or ill give u mine and we can chat . After I invite u or u invite me of course. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 11, 2014 Author Share Posted February 11, 2014 give me yours 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 11, 2014 Share Posted February 11, 2014 Ill tell u its [email protected] ps : After u have seen it let me know i will edit my comment n remove it from here Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 11, 2014 Author Share Posted February 11, 2014 Ill tell u its [email protected] ps : After u have seen it let me know i will edit my comment n remove it from here done Bubbles will find you when my internet gets better Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 11, 2014 Share Posted February 11, 2014 done Bubbles will find you when my internet gets better Okay u doing ok? Link to post Share on other sites
Author Discover Posted February 11, 2014 Author Share Posted February 11, 2014 Wrote to you there Bubbles 1 Link to post Share on other sites
SCJACK Posted February 12, 2014 Share Posted February 12, 2014 I'm not doing too well... I gave in and looked at her instagram/facebook and it is hurting me so much.. I wish I hadn't done it.. I feel like such an idiot :/ 1 Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 12, 2014 Share Posted February 12, 2014 Wrote to you there Bubbles I didnt get anything Though I accepted your add. Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 12, 2014 Share Posted February 12, 2014 I'm not doing too well... I gave in and looked at her instagram/facebook and it is hurting me so much.. I wish I hadn't done it.. I feel like such an idiot :/ Omg. SCJACK if you dont think you can resist it , just block her or unfriend her. I know it hurts so much. Dont put yourself in pain . Remove her if possible. Link to post Share on other sites
SCJACK Posted February 12, 2014 Share Posted February 12, 2014 (edited) Omg. SCJACK if you dont think you can resist it , just block her or unfriend her. I know it hurts so much. Dont put yourself in pain . Remove her if possible. I would if I was absolutely sure we could never get back together... deep down I still hold stupid hope that we could be together in the future.. which i know is a very small chance.... I don't want to burn bridges yet.. even though I know I should. I still see her in school sometimes. If she knew idk what she would think (not that it matters much anymore) but that would probably kill all chances of getting back... and I know it's stupid to try and get back as well.. I hate her so much for doing the things she did and the position she put me through. and practically ruined my whole semester! But deep down I still want her :/ I honestly don't know why it's so hard for me to let go, we only dated 2 months but I've tried to get with her for 3 years. When it finally happened, I made the impossible happen, and it was great. But lasted so short. She threw me away and our whole friendship is gone. I cared for her more than I've cared for anyone I ever been with. And I'm still trying to accept the fact that everything is gone now..I feel pretty stupid going against everything I know that is good for me... Edited February 12, 2014 by SCJACK Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 12, 2014 Share Posted February 12, 2014 I would if I was absolutely sure we could never get back together... deep down I still hold stupid hope that we could be together in the future.. which i know is a very small chance.... I don't want to burn bridges yet.. even though I know I should. I still see her in school sometimes. If she knew idk what she would think (not that it matters much anymore) but that would probably kill all chances of getting back... and I know it's stupid to try and get back as well.. I hate her so much for doing the things she did and the position she put me through. and practically ruined my whole semester! But deep down I still want her :/ I honestly don't know why it's so hard for me to let go, we only dated 2 months but I've tried to get with her for 3 years. When it finally happened, I made the impossible happen, and it was great. But lasted so short. She threw me away and our whole friendship is gone. I cared for her more than I've cared for anyone I ever been with. And I'm still trying to accept the fact that everything is gone now..I feel pretty stupid going against everything I know that is good for me... Its okay to be sad. Hope is something which isn good for any of us. Heck, I still have hope but I know even if he comes back I wont take him, we dated for 3 years. Its time to let go. Cry if you have to. Dont put yourself in pain by stalking her. Link to post Share on other sites
FailedFirstLove Posted February 12, 2014 Share Posted February 12, 2014 I'm guilty of hope too guys.... I can't kill it.... I search for the littlest string to hold onto to... Sigh Why was I so stupid. I wouldn't be in this mess right now if I wasn't a mess and did stupid mistakes Link to post Share on other sites
bubblesbursted Posted February 12, 2014 Share Posted February 12, 2014 Okay not feeling good at all. Ugh. Suddenly cant stop thinking about my ex. Ugh. Link to post Share on other sites
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