Any success stories?

[Drey4211]

Its like an answer on an exam. You know the right answer going in, but somehow manage to mark the wrong one.

 

Only difference is, this was the most important exam Ive ever taken in my life. And I hate that I will pass this test next time because I dont think it will feel the same. Mostly because Ill remember why I passed. Ill be happy sure, but Ill always think "what if?"

 

There are billions of girls out there. Im not afraid to meet them Im just upset that it was one stupid thing. Something I would have given the right advice on if I was asked by someone. Somehow I got it wrong in my own life.

 

I needed it but not like this. Not with her.

 

All these things about how she wouldn't have left me if she loved me, or how it was her loss, they're nice to hear. She did almost leave me at one point. The only thing I was concerned about though was "how long till she comes back?" I wasnt thinking about the issues. Now shes not coming back. I know this was my fault. Not every person who got dumped on here is innocent. Certain things are easy to point out. It took me a long time to understand what happened here because I thought everything was going well so I had a very rough time. And Ive had the issue even before she came along which I also came to learn. After I realized this, I asked someone I used to date, and she confirmed it with me. How do you bounce back from something like this? Honestly. Go to the gym? Been doing that. Hang out with friends? Been doing that. Become more social and stop worrying about what people think? Been doing that. Block her out of my memory? How do you do that when it was her that changed you? I love the person Im becoming. Should I just go back to the old me?

 

If I miraculously get lucky and have a fresh start I hope its with some one just like her. She was the most beautiful girl I've ever met.

[StyleOnEm]

Its like an answer on an exam. You know the right answer going in, but somehow manage to mark the wrong one.

 

Only difference is, this was the most important exam Ive ever taken in my life. And I hate that I will pass this test next time because I dont think it will feel the same. Mostly because Ill remember why I passed. Ill be happy sure, but Ill always think "what if?"

 

There are billions of girls out there. Im not afraid to meet them Im just upset that it was one stupid thing. Something I would have given the right advice on if I was asked by someone. Somehow I got it wrong in my own life.

 

I needed it but not like this. Not with her.

 

All these things about how she wouldn't have left me if she loved me, or how it was her loss, they're nice to hear. She did almost leave me at one point. The only thing I was concerned about though was "how long till she comes back?" I wasnt thinking about the issues. Now shes not coming back. I know this was my fault. Not every person who got dumped on here is innocent. Certain things are easy to point out. It took me a long time to understand what happened here because I thought everything was going well so I had a very rough time. And Ive had the issue even before she came along which I also came to learn. After I realized this, I asked someone I used to date, and she confirmed it with me. How do you bounce back from something like this? Honestly. Go to the gym? Been doing that. Hang out with friends? Been doing that. Become more social and stop worrying about what people think? Been doing that. Block her out of my memory? How do you do that when it was her that changed you? I love the person Im becoming. Should I just go back to the old me?

 

If I miraculously get lucky and have a fresh start I hope its with some one just like her. She was the most beautiful girl I've ever met.

 

It may not make sense now, but maybe you needed her to make you who you will be for the girl you ultimately end up marrying in the future.

 

It will all make sense and everything will be worth it once you find that girl.

 

Right now just know everything happens for a reason and life has a funny way of working itself out.