i want to love again i dont think my love is broke up

[dharani]

:eek:Hy there am Dharanikumar from India.

I need sm gud advices for my life.

I hv loved a girl sincerley before 6 yrs ago we loved too much for 2 yrs but suddenly my life has been changed

She thinks i hv cheated her and married another girl but the truth is i was forced to marry her orelse my head ll be cut off.so i dnt hv any choice so i forget her thst moment and lived with this girl i married

Everything was gud but suddenly this life turned ruined we had a fight and we seperated permanently

From here i stand alone i dnt knw wat to do but 1 day i hv seen my first love i had a feeling to tell her wat happened so i went near her and try to spk but she didnt listened to me and go away

But my heart still nw loves her so it mkes me crazy untill i stay near her i might hurt her but i dnt want to hurt her anymore so i hv joined merchant navy academy and went far away frm her but also everyday used to think of her but days goes lik this and finished the course with best grade.

Now again home mkes me to think of her as she is near my home i go daily to c her before i get into ship i suddenly remembered her number msgwd her she asked me who is this i replied as her frnd and expressed wat happened

Then she asked my contacts i hv given my fb acc and she chatted me that my frnd said abt u thats y am spking it doesnt means thst am loving u again nu

So days passed lik this i was very happy atleast she is msging me its enough nu but all my happiness is for a short days

An close frnd of mine wanted to know is she loving me or not so he created an fake acc and chat her as my ex wife she got angry of this msg and said am not in a motive to love him again he oly msges me but after 2 msg she said to my frnd fake acc that dnt trust him he ll leave u also i ll help u to get away frm him nu

Then she called but i dnt knw anything abt this issue that time so i asked her wat happened she didnt told me clearlu so i said wats ur problem tell it clearly nu but she mourmered so i hang up the call

This my 6 yrs story but till now i wait forr her i want her to love me again now am in romania wrkinh in ship everyday i wake up by cing her pictures and before slp also am crazily in love with her 3 days ago i messaged her in watsup she seen it but no reply but today mrg i hv msged as usual gud mrg wish but she blocked me

Pls give me sm gud advice i want to love her again mk her laugh

Please sm one write my love story for me pls i cant thibk of any girks in dis 6 yrs if i want girls i can pay money and go but my heart full of her i never ever say her as my ex because still am in love with her but she loves her parents too much