WhiteTan Posted February 14, 2014 Share Posted February 14, 2014 (edited) My ex boyfriend and I have been broken up for over a year and even though I am still working on recovering, I feel like it's time to take that next step forward and start dating. Thing is, my ex is the only guy I've ever had strong feelings for and every time I start looking for other options, it only seems to validate the thought in my mind that he was the only one I'll ever love and that there's nothing else out there for me. I'm not trying to find a super model but I can't even find an AVERAGE looking guy on POF/meetme to go out on a date with. It's not like I'm shallow but I can't be romantically involved with someone if the idea of kissing them turns me off. I do want to have physical and mental chemistry but it seems that is too much to ask for.. almost makes me feel desperate even though i've been working so hard to get my independence back. If I were straight, I would avoid dating sites at all costs but since I can't hit on guys in public, looking online seems to be my only choice. I'm thinking of joining the LGBT club at my college but I'm kinda nervous and don't know if there will be many guys there. Anybody else having similar trouble (gay or straight) or does anyone have any advice/ideas? Edited February 14, 2014 by WhiteTan Link to post Share on other sites
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