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thanks for reading ^^

+ English not so well... (grammar ****)

 

so i have a weird problem... and actually it's not even very weird.

1.

i have a crooked nose after a fight...

now the funny thing is, crooked maybe 2-4 mm only

minor visibility, barley noticeable to people except me

girlfriend tell me i have crooked Brain.

mom tell me i have a crooked brain two.

doctor tell's me it's crook'd but so minor i cant have a surgery on it..

cos it can get worse... (+ small perfectly nose) hard surgery + expensive + barely noticeable (BUT I F NOTICE IT EACH DAY!!) and i notice it on pics as well.. i want to hear a suggestion what can i do, how i can i fix back my nose..

it's crooked and i notice it.! that's the f problem, i notice..

and in age it gonna get worse i guess

+ it makes my right nostril look bigger.. cos of the movement.

and it's a little bit upper .. cos of the movement ..

now it's drives me mad! and i mean mad... i wanna go for the knife..

or go fight again so i get hit in my left.. and maybe it get straight again haha

 

now some of you tell's me i ****ed up cos i come here..

but i want a suggestion..

maybe some yoga nose **** or some special nosafix ... **** knows..

it's so minor that i guess it can be fix'd with no surgery

but that's me just guessing..

2.

cos of the fight.. again.. f that fight..

my left ear is lower than my right.. and again little minor problem's 1cm movement..

and that's cos i got a bottle of HORTIZA broken on my left side of the head in the fight ( yeah it was f mean)

so if i can fix that somehow gonna be happy to hear

but that's something that bothers me the less..

3.

i was kind of a drug addict when i was younger...

20-23 i think

yeah i was a **** head.. we grow up..

and cos of that i have a lazy eye..

my eye just closes more than usual..

i look like doctor light man with that eye..

 

so be happy to hear a suggestion

 

to the info of the fight (so no one gonna tell me i'm a butt head)

my drunk friend started a fight with 5 people...

so i went to chill it..

my friend run away

the 5 guys drunk+ angry

1 run after my friend

4 attacked me...

broke a bottle on my head got knocked for 2 seconds (pshh black)

open'd my eyes got punched in the face...

i knocked two of them and run the **** out..

it happened around 3 years ago

and since then it's like this (3 problem's)

but now i'm kind of trying to look after my self

(i did allot of unhealthy things)

 

thanks