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Seeing her friends brings back the pain


ThatDudeXO

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Hi guys <3

 

I was just on holiday with my exes' roommates, who are also my friends too. It was the first time I had seen them since the breakup because I broke it off due to me moving to another country.

 

I ended it 100% sure that I couldn't handle a LDR at the time and I moved on pretty quickly...until I reunited with her roommates on holiday. Suddenly I've been clouded with a dark dark cloud of depression. A dark cloud I haven't experience for a long, long time and I hate it.

 

She took the breakup quite harshly.

 

We broke up 5 months ago when I moved away but now for the past few days I have been considering contacting her again and trying to start things again. I still love her even though I know the situation we were in was too difficult for us.

 

My brain says it's a very bad idea but my depression is telling me this is the solution, even though the solution is very unrealistic since I think she has a bf now. (although I'm not 100%)

 

Will this depression pass if I refrain from coming back to her life looking for a 2nd go around things? Is this only temporary because of the reminder?

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