Confusion_Reigns Posted March 6, 2014 Share Posted March 6, 2014 I'm still talking to Mr. Amazing and he's still amazing. We truly are just talking because he's thousands of miles away. He went to visit his kids and hasn't yet returned. I almost think he's not going to return here for a long, long while. It is what it is, right? I'm not single right now anyway so it's probably better like this. To be honest, I'm a bit worried I won't see him again. That causes me some sort of pain inside...but it's weird...I almost feel like I don't have the right to feel this pain so I shut it down...and try to think other thoughts. We still talk everyday. He still makes me happy. I wonder if he's taking an extended stay on purpose to avoid me...but no, he's there with his kids....for all I know he's patching things up with his xW...which would probably make his kids very happy...and I have to stop that line of thought as it does me no good AND it's really none of my business, right? Right. So I try to focus on ending this marriage...trying to think of how to get him out of my house with as little drama as possible...and then thinking it's only ONE more year and my son's 18 yrs old....and when he's 18 he can do as he pleases without our consent. Like, if I take off in the middle of the night and tell him to come with me he can do that and his dad can't MAKE him stay....sigh.... so that's my update in a nut shell. "Just keep swimming, just keep swimming...." and eventually you'll get to where you're going, right? Link to post Share on other sites
Speakingofwhich Posted March 7, 2014 Share Posted March 7, 2014 It sounds as if you have things figured out and are on the pathway to seeing it through (your plan). I really appreciate your update! It's so helpful to be able to follow a situation long term through posts. Link to post Share on other sites
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