This time last year...

[Shocked Suzie]

This time last year I know exactly what I was doing, myself and two good gf were have pre going out drinks at my house to celebrate my bday and drown my saddness n sorrows. The night actually lasted a matter of 3 hrs 'including getting to and from a nightclub' it ended with me 'very' drunk sitting on the floor outside the club sobbing my heart out.. And throwing up and throwing up some more in my handbag in the taxi home.. Nice look!

 

I was devastated, scared and so very sad. Had no idea what was ahead and truly thought my ex would do the right thing by at least my kids... It was grim, I was wrong

 

Today I'm atm sitting on a beach here in AU watching my son surf and then later going to the movies with my kids.

 

everything I've been through and looking back at this time last year.... I can honestly say I feel pretty good, I feel contentment....not something I thought I'd feel for a very long time.

 

For those that are on the early stages or those that are taking 1 step forward 2 back... It does and will get better.

 

Find inner peace, happiness and contentment.. It takes time, you will stumble... But it comes

 

Love having my eyes wide opening, me time, my kids and seeing all that I was missing

 

Xxx

[Tom amoss]

Hi SS

 

I am really glad you are having a much better time.

 

What you have been through, and probably still facing at times, really messes with your head.

 

But to find a level of inner peace, happiness and contentment, that’s really good going.

 

So good for you.

 

Still working on that my self, and look forward to it.

 

Just stated divorce, and will be selling the house in a few weeks, so some really hard times ahead. Still finding it hard to accept this new way of life. But once in my own place, I think, hope it will be the start.(Still living in the marital home)

 

Take care of what you have.

 

Tom

[Shocked Suzie]

Thanks Tom

 

I'm glad things have started to settle for you a little.

 

I will be honest it all happened very fast and was very stressful and shocking. For me at first having my home a place I loved go was so rattling, but I don't even think about it now. Once you get all those lose ends tied up it's letting go and moving forward... I love my new own space/place.

 

Still have my low points, they are now where near what they were like thank goodness.

 

Hope your sale is swift n as stress free as possible

 

Thanks SS x

Edited March 8, 2014 by Shocked Suzie