BOZZ_6 Posted January 27, 2005 Share Posted January 27, 2005 hi readers. My name is max and i am extremely confused. I have liked this girl since the moment I saw her. This was three years ago, I never thought i had a chance. But at a party on New years I keep hearing she wants to get with me and I was like, no way yes. She told me she wanted to get with me but I had a dilema. There was this other girl that i was getting close with, but i couldn't pass up on this 3 year crush. She is absolutly beautiful and she is way chill and evrything I want. So later that night we kissedwhen the ball dropped. I couldn't believe it, the thing with that I found out with this girl is that I was sucked into her game of juggling 4 guys. I was the only guy she kissed luckily. I told her not to kiss me any more until she chose 1 guy. I said call me when you want that kiss. She called me a couple hours later and I went over and gave her that kiss. I thought that I had finaly won but I was wrong. That weekend she was hanging out with at her friends house with these guys from a nearby town. I was cool with it because I thought she was mine. But my luck she was completly trashed. She acted to me like she had never seen me before. Then I got so pissed when I watched her flirt all those guys. She only does this when she is at parties or small get togethers and it hurts. So I was leaving and I told her how I felt and not to play me, of course she said no im not. I came back later and she was doing the exact same thing then i just flipped out and left. She was flirting with this one particular guy and she said they were just friends. I knew she was lying i would find out that she would be hanging out with him and I went into a rage when she lyed one particular day. She said she was tanning but she was hanging out with this chump. She told her freinds no to tell me who she was hanging out with but one of her friends told me. So I finally spilled my guts to her and I treated her pretty f ing good, the best I knew how to treat someone. I got nothing in return. She has been a wild girl for the last two years but she realized she needed something real. So I told her my feelings i told everything i to my feelings for her and so she says she doesn't know what she wants, except to be best friends and maybe someday be something more. I have been trying to work things out with her for a long time now. The guy that she was flirting with (Ray) at that party told her he likes her. And she said she likes him too. But she keeps telling me she likes me too, but she wants too be freinds with him too. I remember the clothes she wore the first time i saw her. She almost satrted to cry when I told her and that was today. After I left her house she called me and told me tha tray was coming over to watch a movie. I don't trust this guy because he is just a player, and he wants to get down her pants and i am looking out for her. But of course she knows everything and i am wrong. I told her to watch out because hes nothing but trouble, and so far he has got her in trouble 2 times so far. The only reason I keep trying is because I have no other girl in me life if I let her go. I want to say I love her but I don't know what her reaction will be. By the way i totaly messed up with that other girl and I have known her since the 3rd grade. She won't even look at me now and I realized what a dick I am. Please help me I am always worrying what she does and she keeps hurting me. I gave her my all and she doesn't seem to appreciate what I have to give. It may seem kind of random but i am so confused. What do I do Link to post Share on other sites
kypepeo Posted January 27, 2005 Share Posted January 27, 2005 You said it yourself,the only reason you are with her is because there's no other girl. If you keep staying with her, you'll never have another girl and you'll be stuck in the misery you are in for a long long time. Move on, she's just using you to unload her emotional baggage. You deserve somebody who REALLY wants to be with you. Set yourself free and make room for somebody else Link to post Share on other sites
AndrewJ Posted January 27, 2005 Share Posted January 27, 2005 I recon brother that u need to let this butterfly go. She would be well aware of what she is doing and I beleive she loves doing it knowing what she does. Don't seem desperate however. Apodt an aloof attitude. Dont contct her its the only way bro if she comes running back to you maybee you could give it a go. Leopards cant change their spots once a men slayer always a man slayer. Trust me man forgte her and move on. You only get pain from her. If its painfull it isnt love! Link to post Share on other sites
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