ILostIT Posted March 30, 2014 Share Posted March 30, 2014 (edited) Hellow all. Im new into this forum. Browse arround decided to register. Seeking from help i guess. So long story short. Im been married almost 5 years. Have a girl of 4yrs old and a baby boy on the way which is cooking on the oven (wife's pregnant). Cannot say i have the worst marriage ever as i read around here looking for answers. Well my wife is lazy as hell tho always been. She dont know how to cook (i can deal with this, i can cook for myself and her or get food for her), she dont clean after her or the kid. She dont clean herself too good, she even skip showers up to 5 days which i counted, shes that lazy that she started using powders on her genitals before work. Shes a very hard to talk person even from the beginning of our relationship when she and her mother gets into fights and she come down all pissed i tried talking to her to tell me what happen and i get the "NOTHING". She almost never talked to me and she always blamed me because according to her i dont listen. Seriously i dont listen? Or you dont want to hear what i have to say about it? Shes always playing on the computer or videogames or watching tv. She waits i get out of bed so she can go and lay down, she sleeps to the last minute possible before work and she works PT and mommy take her to work and picks her up. She got mad at me last time when i finished quick and dont finish her. So i stopped having sex with her that was 4 months ago. I guess the biggest mistake i made was started living with her mom from the beginning, we have it made literally, we dont pay rent or serious bills. Mom controls her money and i control mine, she literally takes her check every week and give her $40 bucks out of it but i guess its ok as we dont pay rent you know. I see that as paying rent and i buy food which is pretty expensive when you buy food out almost everyday (cooking at home is more cheaper). Problems started when in law took my kid upstairs since she was 1yr old and started sleeping up there, she only came down when in law worked as soon as she came back from work in the afternoon in law would pick her up and take her upstairs. Wife is to lazy that she allows it, me well i grew up with grandma so i understand that type love. I mention to her a couple of times thats between her and her mom. If i get involved that would be US moving out of here. I caught her cheating with a guy in Australia thru facebook and those crappy online games. Like i told her of all the ways you can do this you did thru computers how naive you think i am? You think i would not caught you? I eat computers thats all i know better in life. She was having cyber sex, pictures, videos.. Her telling the guy how much money she have saved and talking about taking this money and moving with him to australia and all the **** she talked about her mom and me. Looking for bible verses to tell the freaking guy that i use it against her LYING in the name of GOD jeez. I have never cursed back to that woman ever in my life not even touch her. I always tell myself to fight you need 2 persons and i put that to the test. I guess now im no better than her, because im doing the same thing but im more realist and im actually doing it no online crap. I dont know how it happen but it did happen shes 10 yrs older than me. I guess i was looking at some advice or i just got confused and did it. I dont know how the hell i got into this crap. I tell myself i should have walked away the day i find out 7 months ago.. Everybody i told, told me get out and i choose to stay. The other woman tried to give me some advice (as she went thru something similar with her abusive husband which she told me before US) and i told my wife an ultimatum back in january. All i got was laughing and she playing the victim and giving me silent treatment. Told her we need to move out of this place or else, its not about us no more its about the kids. I love the in law but shes in the way of US and the freaking animals that as well. I get home is like a nuclear bomb went off animal **** all over the place i hate those birds with a passion. She needed to make a decision and i see she prefer the current situation which i cant continue. So now im literally full cheating on my wife with this other woman which tried to help me out at the beginning and turned out to be the way it is. Im seriously hearing voices in my head, having nightmares about demons into lil kids which i killed in my dreams... I dont trust my wife no more like i used to. Specially after she was making fun of me about me asking her what was that knife doing hidden below all those blankets in the sofa. All i got was "oh nothing dont worry" then i confronted her and she said "i was doing something" and started laughing at me when i told her i dont trust her and as well i was hearing voices. She dont have no contact to the internet or access to a computer at least at home. Im positive of that. She dont have no phone, no friends, she dont go out. Only the playstation and i monitor that as well. So i dont know what else to do... Here i was thinking i can make this to work at the beginning and it came back at my face full force. Edited March 30, 2014 by ILostIT Link to post Share on other sites
Arieswoman Posted March 31, 2014 Share Posted March 31, 2014 ILostit, You said Im seriously hearing voices in my head, having nightmares about demons into lil kids which i killed in my dreams.. Please get medical help about this problem. It isn't normal. It could be due to stress or something more serious. Good Luck. Link to post Share on other sites
Lani Posted March 31, 2014 Share Posted March 31, 2014 ................. you eat computers? Link to post Share on other sites
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