Author Loveisonlyformovies Posted April 15, 2014 Author Share Posted April 15, 2014 luck won't help me anywhere... i'm stuck in this prison, i can't study at all and i'm running out of time and my ex will never suffer the hell he deserves. there's no reason to live anymore, i'll never get the life i want and no other life is worth living for me. i just hope i get the courage to cut deep enough this time. there's no help to get anywhere anyway Link to post Share on other sites
whichwayisup Posted April 15, 2014 Share Posted April 15, 2014 luck won't help me anywhere... i'm stuck in this prison, i can't study at all and i'm running out of time and my ex will never suffer the hell he deserves. there's no reason to live anymore, i'll never get the life i want and no other life is worth living for me. i just hope i get the courage to cut deep enough this time. there's no help to get anywhere anyway What can you do daily bit by bit to make your life better? You asked, we replied and nothing anybody says has been helpful for you. Have you tried yoga and meditation? Chanting and positive thoughts and visualization of what you want your future to be like? Sounds silly but this could at least help you with the process of getting stronger and finding courage to change so your life can be happier. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Loveisonlyformovies Posted April 15, 2014 Author Share Posted April 15, 2014 No yoga and chanting. Definitely not an option. Positive thoughts and visualization? Tried it for years but without a positive result. What I can do daily on my own? Nothing. Keep cutting and hope I hit a vein I suppose. Link to post Share on other sites
whichwayisup Posted April 15, 2014 Share Posted April 15, 2014 No yoga and chanting. Definitely not an option. Positive thoughts and visualization? Tried it for years but without a positive result. What I can do daily on my own? Nothing. Keep cutting and hope I hit a vein I suppose. Love, I have no idea how to help you. Every single piece of advice you've been given, you've shot down and said I can't do that. I strongly suggest you get yourself to the ER and ask to be admitted so you can be assessed by a Dr. I hate reading how unhappy you are and this depression you're suffering from is preventing you from making any healthy attempts of fixing yourself. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Loveisonlyformovies Posted April 15, 2014 Author Share Posted April 15, 2014 The doctors can't do anything. I won't take meds Link to post Share on other sites
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