darren Posted February 3, 2005 Share Posted February 3, 2005 i came across this site by accident . and im glad i did , i have no idea how to put my story on your site but im sure you will help me , so here goes .im a 33 yr old man with the hart of a 20 year old . my mom and dad divorsed 20 odd yearsago . my mom was a stricked cathlic and boy did i know it . i was one of 4 boys 2nd eldest , we were beaten senceless constatly with either the belt (buckel side ) or the line prop , we had a pot to wee in put in our room and the door was tied shut with moms dressing gown belt ! SO WE COULDNT GET OUT !!!! At the age of 12 i wanted out ,my eldest brother left for the army and that left me to do dads job, if it wasnt right the beatingins happened again .. but thats just the start ! i beged my dad and step mom to take me away from it and eventualy they did . 6 mounths later i got a part time job moving sawdust and bagging it for the local butcher . only there was another side to the man that was at the wood yard . he would put his arm around me asking if i was ok then give me £3 to go get some sweets or some thing i wanted coz he said i was a nice lad and he thought the world of me <<<<, mug or wot !!! i had started smoking at this point so £3 quid was lots of fags and i could sell them cheep to make friends at school > my step mom made me come home from school get changed strait away take out her dog for 1 hour exactly come bk have tee then go bk to bed 6 pm max !!! were was my dad ? i asked ,busy so piss off you little **** !!! i did nt care i had a friend terry at the wood yard ! he liked me !!!!!! thing is he started to like me even more by that point . i would go crying to him telling him how much i wanted my mom . and the words shush it will be ok son! and the smack on the bum ! was so inosect i thought looking back !!! how wronge was i! it wasnt long befor the smack on the bum befor i left. became the squeeze ! then the holding !!!then the do you wanna see mine !!! can i see yours , you can have £10 just let me touch it he would say !!!! put your mouth on mine ! its ok im your friend i wont hurt you darren !. {I FEEL SICK KNOW } I CARNT CARRY ON ....SORRY Link to post Share on other sites
ImKris Posted February 3, 2005 Share Posted February 3, 2005 Darren, Get the hell away from these people who are hurting you and manipulating you. Join the service, get a new job in a new location, seek professional help asap. Call the cops on this disgusting manipulative so called friend of yours. DON"T PUT UP WITH IT!!!!! Link to post Share on other sites
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