Author starryeyedsurprise Posted May 19, 2014 Author Share Posted May 19, 2014 (edited) Update ;-) I have officially quit smoking for over 2 weeks now, and I feel wonderful! I have no desires and quitting is very easy for me. 2nd - I have been NC with the ex since the end of April, and you know what?!?!?!? It's also a wonderful feeling. No more drama, no more waiting for a breadcrumb, no more calls, texts, etc. I am free from him, I am free from the lying destructive chaos. I so deserve better. I guess my point is that we all need to get through it to get through it....everyone told me while I was in it that I should end it, move on, I deserve better. I didn't believe it at the time, I needed to process all my emotions on my own, and I finally did. A full year with him, on and off, back and forth, and I finally see the light. Some of you are still in the mess, can't leave, he/she is your soulmate, but you will all process this on your own time. I for one am so happy the lying and cheating bastard is out of my life. We all deserve better!!!! Edited May 19, 2014 by starryeyedsurprise 3 Link to post Share on other sites
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