newby Posted February 5, 2005 Share Posted February 5, 2005 yes i know that, of course. i never looked for anything in a mm. it really did start as an accident. he was pursuing me alot. i did have an attraction to that. i thought the only way to deal with this is to become friends with both him and his wife and then move it on from this strange place, i was actually quite worried about it. i went out with a group including them. unfortunately i cannot handle my drink.... now maybe that wasnt the best way to deal with the initial situation, but i really never ever thought i would end up letting anything happen. when it did it freaked me out so much and as i said i was already in a mess. then i began to feel used by him and even worse about myself when he never came round afterwards. when he eventually did come round i was in a very desperate state. he came outwith the usual bs i suppose and said such crp as "why does this feel so right" and oh so much. the kind of crap you really wouldnt think youd fall for i mean think of a better one. but it worked! i needed to believe insomething so badly. and so on and so on....same pattern Link to post Share on other sites
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