sunny_eyes Posted April 25, 2014 Share Posted April 25, 2014 (edited) Note: Also writing this to clear my thoughts in addition to a small question I had. I was supposed to study Today I saw my BF for only 2 hours. I told him I had to study and I was feeling tired. I have an exam tomorrow and told him maybe we can see each other tomorrow evening. I'll start with some background. I have been with him for 4.5 months. He asked me out. A lot of guys have asked me out in my life, in high school and in college but none were as romantic as this guy. I swear, being with him is like living in a Fairytale. Seems silly for my age (I'm 23). But this guy is just a hopeless romantic, in a good way. I think he loves me but I do not want to ask, to kill the excitement and ecstasy we have together. We didn't have sex yet, as he wants to wait. Some Good details about this Prince: - Always puts me before him. I give back to him too. I even reward him with affection and compliments. -extremely loyal. I test him a lot with this. I will disappear for 2 or 3 days and come back to talk to him. He will be affectionate like always (we talk on facebook). Means I can do what I want (work, school, family things like our family cottage) and come back, and he will not get upset although he is a bit clingy in other ways, like wanting me to stay longer today with him. -very mentally stable. -extremely caring. Sometimes i get too tired from work since i work really hard. I work hard to get more shifts obviously. I get moody when I'm tired and he doesn't react in a snappy way at all like most immature guys. He just tells me "babe just go to sleep. You work all the time". Aw -we both have the same religion so we have the same values and beliefs, like no divorce. -he trusts me -never lets me pay. Lol i have a slight problem with this. -extremely mature. Probably more than me in other ways and very wise. -very pure heart like mine. He has absolutely no hate in his heart, unless someone does him wrong, which I agree with. How could you be ungrateful of such a lovely guy like him? Some bad things: -a bit clingy for my independent ways. People tell me I'm extremely independent. Today I could only stay for 2 hours and he kept asking me "why?" and "please stay longer". -thinks I won't love him. He doesn't understand that I am an emotionally slow person. -he brought me into the relationship too fast. Why so fast? We have all the time in the world to see each other and spend time together.. -spends like crazy (i will fix that when we're married ) Anyway, so today was a very low-key date. As you know, I was tired from school. So I didn't want to go anywhere romantic. I saved that for the weekend or Friday. We just went to the park and sat under tree, talking and cuddling. He wouldn't stop kissing me and telling me how beautiful I was. We sat up in the tree too as he dared me to climb it. . Then he gave me this red rose and I really couldn't stop blushing. I thanked him and gave him a very deep and slow kiss. My heart was going to burst out of chest. I was afraid he might hear it. He kept pointing to the colour of the rose, which was red. I really think he loves me but is afraid to tell me. He always tells me how he'd love to have babies with me (lol) because I'm so pretty and I smell good. Lol. He's always looking at my hand too and then i asked him, "Why do you like my hands so much? :P" Him: "oh...well i want to know how my ring will look on you" I just blushed and he kissed me on the lips. So what do i get him? I want to surprise. I can't get him a rose lol. I want him to be the man so? Anything manly? Something small. lol Or don't get anything yet? I was reading somewhere that a woman shouldn't give unless it's a birthday or christmas or something. Edited April 25, 2014 by sunny_eyes Link to post Share on other sites
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