Where to go from here?

[nathanimal]

Okay, so some background info on me. I'm a 25 year old virgin and I've wanted to be in a relationship with someone since I was like 16, I've CRAVED a relationship. I want it to be with someone special though, a girl I can look at and think to myself "she's perfect" and I haven't met one yet who has also been interested in me.

 

Now, I've started going to the strip club and I met someone I'd really like to be in a relationship with.. Forget the fact that she's a dancer and I've spent hundreds of dollars on her.. We click. Talking to her is AWESOME and she enjoys talking to me too. She tells me so. I know what you're thinking "yeah well that's her job she wants your money" but I truly believe she likes my company. She genuinely laughs at my jokes quite often (I CAN tell a fake laugh), she's told her friend about me. She told me that I'm the least intimidating customer she's ever had, that I'm hysterical, and that I seem like a really gentle soul.. I feel like she gets me and we have mutual understanding. She wanted to add me on facebook but I don't have one She also told me I'm "a great guy, I just have to fix some things, like moving out of your parents house". I live at my parents cause they live so close to where I work and it makes it VERY easy to save up money.

 

I do but I don't want a facebook. I feel like it would be weird if I all of a sudden made one for her and all the privacy issues with facebook creep me out.. As for moving out of my parents house, I'd do that for her if I knew she wanted to be with me..I assume though, I look like a loser to her still living with my parents and all

 

So now I'm stuck wondering what to do. Should I make a facebook anyway? Should I slip her my number? Should I just try and forget about her.. I don't know nor do I want to ruin what we have. And before anyone asks, NO I wouldn't care if she continued stripping if we started dating. I REALLY wouldn't. Honestly I probably wouldn't even break up with her if I found out she was cheating. I'm not the jealous type at all..