About last night

[DannyCA]

Last night was crap. It got me thinking unnecessary things all day today, it's got me down, it even made me tear up a little bit. Well I guess I should get started.

 

First of all my friend got way too drunk last night. She's always been one to handle her liquor, by far much better than myself. But she was just a mess last night. I had to take care of her the entire night and cut her off once I noticed how she was. This guy tried to make inappropriate advances towards her while she was in this belligerently drunk state. I told him to f*** off. Towards the end of the night she even puked on herself so I had to take her to the bathroom to clean her up. I got her fresh clothes and made sure she was drinking water, etc. I made sure she had to place to sleep and tucked her in and sat on the floor next to her for two hours before I drove home to sleep.

 

But before I drove home I went to find my buddy to tell him I was going home. He was in the garage with this girl. A girl he has history with. I love my buddy to death but I know they weren't just hanging out having conversation. All the signs were there. This wouldn't be a problem if he didn't have a girlfriend. A girlfriend who was at the party but asleep at this point. At this point in the party, we were the only three awake. When i found them I just left pissed off and furious.

 

What's bugging me is that my buddy and his girlfriend have reconciled. They broke up once for a year and are now back together. He has even told me he plans on proposing to her by the end of this year. This son of a b**** has gotten a second chance with this girl who is most definitely a catch. This girl is stunning, smart, and has a great job. And he is cheating on her? I just don't get it. I bite my tongue when I say this but, I would kill for a second chance with my ex.

 

And unfortunately the second part comes back to my ex who I have been broken up with for more than a year. When I was taking care of my friend, some random girl came up to me and told me that I'm going to make a great boyfriend one day and that girl is going to be very happy. And for some reason the stupid thought that immediately popped up in my mind was "well my ex didn't think so and now shes 1,000 miles away and there is nothing I can do to protect her like I am my friend right now". No one at the party was looking after my friend like I was and I wasn't her only friend at the party. And if I wasn't at this party something bad could have happened to her. Yeah I know my friend and my ex aren't my responsibilities, but how am I supposed to know my ex is safe and no one is taking advantage of her?

 

I don't know, it was just a real sh**** day today lol. My ex hasn't upset me in a long time, I can't even remember the last time. It's just weird because this situation had nothing to do with her, but some how she managed to creep back into my mind.

[Tressugar]

Ok I'll bite. Keep your mouth shut about what you saw in the garage. The truth always comes to light.

 

 

And you'll probably make a good boyfriend to someone in your life. Look to the future and not the past.

[DannyCA]

Ok I'll bite. Keep your mouth shut about what you saw in the garage. The truth always comes to light.

 

 

And you'll probably make a good boyfriend to someone in your life. Look to the future and not the past.

 

And thats where I'm conflicted because their relationship is not my business. Even though he is my friend, it irritates me so much to see someone get a second chance and not take it seriously. But then again he was the dumper so there is that. I just find it frustratingly disheartening to see people act so two-faced.

 

Looking to the future has become much easier most days, as it should over time. There are those rare days though where it is a struggle unfortunately.