FWB ended things, but then didn't?

[ColaBucks]

Today, I went to visit my FWB and we had chit chat and then he just came out with 'I don't want to do what we're doing anymore.'

 

I'm pretty cool with this, I mean I'd like to continue, but I can't make his decisions for him, and he is one half of this arrangement and has every right to end it when he wants.

 

The issue is, when he said this, we had a long, long conversation about his reasoning, being that he's stressed, his friends are giving him grief, he needs to find direction in his life, he worries about the long-term implications, that sort of thing, which I understand and accept. This conversation then turned into one about our lives and futures, I am only 18 and have a lot of decisions to make in the near future, this scares me and I got upset whilst discussing it, ending up in tears. I had made it clear earlier in the conversation that all sexual banter and touching/contact, including tender embraces and kissing ends here, if he doesn't want sex from me, he's not getting anything else either, just platonic friendship. Despite this, when I was crying, he held me and kissed me, and I pulled away, again, if he is absolutely sure he doesn't want to continue sleeping with me, I don't want any contact like that.

 

However, he kept pushing me for kisses, and because i'm weak, and deep down, I want to continue seeing and sleeping with him, (because I don't have time for a steady relationship at the moment, this arrangement worked very well for me). I ended up responding to his advances and we ended up having sex again. Whilst we were making out, I reminded him of everything he'd just said in the two hours before, only it didn't stop him. I told him he needed to think with his brain and not with his cock, he ignored this, we had sex.

 

I don't understand why after hours of explaining to me and convincing me ending the FWB arrangement was a good idea, he decides to come onto me and initiate sex. I don't regret sleeping with him today because it's want I want right now, and the decision to end things was made by him. He still wants to stay friends and hang out, I'm cool with that, I never caught feelings for him or anything and feel I'd be able to maintain a casual friendship.

 

My issue is though, how he just suddenly changed his mind after being so adamant that he wanted the sexual side of our friendship to end. Any insight into this would be much appreciated, thank you. I am 18 and he is 23.

[awesome0]

I think he wanted just one last go at it.