Always on my mind

[zep52]

Last night i went out with the guys and the evening just turned into a blinder, was just on a natural high, was confident, chatty, and people responded in kind, but in the midst of what was a red letter evening i kept finding myself drifting off and thinking about her, really lucid moments, and memory's of stuff we had done and times we shared, feel guilty i think for starting to move on, don't really want to move on without her, but that is her decision and i have reluctantly no choice but respect her wishes,

 

Can see her in my mind all the time, especially at night when its almost like im there with her in bed, lying there like i have a thousand times just looking at her sleep, saw a bunch of her friends last night in the bar i was flirting with some girls i know, i was in full flight when i saw them and suddenly i felt really guilty, like i had let her down by forgetting her, im sure the info will find its way back to her, and yes it might even do me some good, but in the short term it aint doing me any good, we were forever and now im back in the jungle without her, and to cap it all off tomorrow is valentines day, god help me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Forgive my rambling have been up all night and am still a little drunk.....

[greenhorn]

we were forever and now im back in the jungle without her, and to cap it all off tomorrow is valentines day, god help me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

God helps those who help themselves so you need to work it out ..Let this pass through you ..dont hold on to something which is not yours....This pain is part of the whole package.

 

You can never forget something to scratch but you might be knowing that bitter things can never become our memory so you would be having sweet things only in your memory but you need to let it become your memory..

 

But there is a caveat ..suggesting something is easy and implementing it is difficult so you really need to help yourself by trying to move on...

 

 

Good Luck..cheers...