So low

[loquita1]

Long story short , husband and I separated 22 months ago. We had been in contact daily because of our son 5. He moved down the street. Our issues were many but mostly family , money and we couldn't agree. He move out from the house we rented from my mom. He felt I didn't follow him.

 

I begged and pleaded and he was very upset w me. We decided to keep our separation a secret from everyone except our immediate family.

 

We been to retreats and therapy and the answer is simple he doesn't let go of the past. I did not do anything bad just everything I ever did wrong in our marriage he used against me.

 

Our last therapist told me to let him go. I didn't. I wanted my family back. The last 3-4 months we had been working to getting back and getting a home.

 

There were little things that I saw but I brushed aside.

 

Monday as I as sick and he was to take our son he was Mia

 

The gave me excuses. I was upset and didn't believe them. He told me it wasn't going to work for us. I knew it was just in excuse to get out of the marriage.

 

I haven't really talked to him since he's been working. Today on our 6th anniversary he told me he was w someone else on Monday.

 

It's over. I hate him. I asked him never to do this to me and he did. It's surreal. He said this was the way to end this. But he doesn't want to divorce that quick he said.

 

I'm in such pain. Why?