robaday Posted June 23, 2014 Share Posted June 23, 2014 I woke up this morning crying. Id dreamt of my sister who died suddenly in her sleep six years ago. It was so unexpected when it happened. Sheer disbelief, denial. I just couldnt accept it. Seemed too weird, too sudden, like "this stuff doesnt happen to people like me does it?", "ill wake up tomorrow, its just a bad dream", "shed let me say goodbye at least wouldnt she?", "god would let me turn back the clock wouldnt he? i mean hes reasonable?" Im not sure if anyone can accept the unacceptable. But it has taught me so much. I make the most of my time with people now. If someone is going on a long trip I would not let anything stop me from saying goodbye in person. If someones grieving I am more empathetic. I lost my youth through her death, I was 25 and immature, didnt take the world seriously, bright eyed and reckless. Link to post Share on other sites
d0nnivain Posted June 24, 2014 Share Posted June 24, 2014 Please accept my condolences on your sisters passing. She will live in your heart forever, Link to post Share on other sites
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