JessicaDanielleee Posted June 26, 2014 Share Posted June 26, 2014 Hi guys! Today marks 2 weeks of strict NC! Im so proud of myself and can honestly say it gets better! I have a calendar on my wall and have been marking down the days and as I marked off today (since its come to an end) I felt so good. A little back story.. My boyfriend of 2 years left me over a little argument. This wasn't the first time he had done this and after every time he broke up with me, I was there begging like a dummy. Not this time.. Since the day it was over I've been complete NC. When we had about a year dating he joined Amway. This changed him and I realized that he is being brainwashed. He used this often as an excuse to end things like "we don't want the same things in life" or making me feel like i'm holding him back from doing good in his business. At about one week NC, I decided to change my number and it's brought nothing but peace for me! I have my sad days but I pull through and thats the most important thing. I just want you to know that it does get easier and everyone is different! It may take you a little longer to feel okay but you will get there! I promise! Stick to NC! It honestly works. I know I'm not far along but hey I'm getting there! I have no desire to contact him for any reason. Good luck guys! Stay strong! XOXO Link to post Share on other sites
learning_slowly Posted June 26, 2014 Share Posted June 26, 2014 I'm glad you're doing so well. If you get tempted to break NC, its useful to remind yourself of all the things they did that were hurtful. I would say the only thing I ever get tempted about is looking on facebook, and then I remember she is no longer part of my life, and so why waste my time. You will find somebody who will treat you better. Good luck. Link to post Share on other sites
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