I Still Don't know what happened

[Wimenknow79]

We broke up once over his ex but I came back. We argued a few times. This last week I heard about this girl that liked him. I asked if he liked her. He said he did. Then we started arguing. He said he was confused. He knew her for a week. He said that is was over and he wasn't choosing. He then said nothing happened cause he ran into her at a party. Then he went to work. He texted me briefly around 12 to tell me he wasn't throwing me away. Then texted at 2:30 drunk saying mean stuff like how he can't have a friend and that he wouldn't cheat. He said I hear what I want and never see his side. He said I was filled with drama. He said most girls step up there game when their was competition. He asked if I would let my belongings walk out the door. He acted like he wanted me to fight for him. He said he wasn't confused about his feelings for me and that he cared about me. He said I wasn't going to control who his friends are. He broke up with me 5 times and tried to say he didn't. It was mean. It got ugly then he got tired and decided to go to bed and wouldn't talk to me in person. He said he would talk to me the next day. I begged him. I told him I loved him. I tried reasoning with him. I acted desperate.

 

What he said was hurtful so I changed my number the next day at 7. Later even though I was no longer his Facebook friend he blocked me. I told our friends I had changed my number. I think they told him.

 

He slept with that girl the next day I found out. I heard he's really mad at me. What happened. I don't get it. Why do guys sleep around after a breakup. I'm so heartbroken. A part of me doesn't want to hear from him but a part of me is afraid I'll never hear from him again...I have been NC for 4 days. I'm angry and hurt. Any thoughts????

[Wimenknow79]

He also said I make assumptions and hear what I want and twist words..