lifeofregret Posted March 11, 2005 Share Posted March 11, 2005 I dated this girl for two years and we broke up when she went to college. It was my decision to break up, I thought it was a good idea to experience relationships with other people because this was the first strongly committed relationship for both of us. We always stayed close friends for a year when we were broken up but I began to date other people. She was extremely upset about this and she went into a severe depression for almost a year. I hung around people who had a really bad influence on me and so I became an a**h*** for about 6 months. I treated my ex pretty badly and did some things that made her pretty upset. I regret every action that I took when we were broken up and know that i dont deserve a second chance. Even though I didnt treat her very well she was still in love with me and stayed close to me. I always had the feeling that the reason I still hung out with her was because I still loved her but I was to immature to realize that. Now that I am in college, the same one as her, I have become a much better person and truly realize how bad of a person I was towards her. About a month ago she said that she was finally over me and I thought that was a good step for both of us to move on, while still remaining best friends. BUT IM STILL IN LOVE WITH HER. she has started to date someone else and it hurts me so bad. I want to be with her again but I know that cant happen right now or maybe ever. I am so upset all the time and I feel like I deserve all this. I can handle the pain just as long as I can be with her again. Should I just move on or What? What can I do to make me feel better about this situation? Link to post Share on other sites
ReluctantRomeo Posted March 11, 2005 Share Posted March 11, 2005 Well, I don't want to sound unsympathetic, but: - now you know how she was feeling all that time - my Gran's favourite scripture: "those that cling to worthless idols forfeit the grace that could have been theirs". Sometimes by your stupidity you lose a great girl who was mad about you. I did, so I know how it feels My best advice is to hang on and see how it works out with this guy. If it doesn't, who knows? Maybe you get another chance. Link to post Share on other sites
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