NTB Posted March 14, 2005 Share Posted March 14, 2005 she really is.....i think i haven't gotten this drunk since i turned 21 and was able to buy all my own liquor and since i could i bought a truck load of stuff, needless to say i had to have my stomach pumped that night, it wasn't a good hangover anyway i broke NC like the fool that i am but i figured i had to get back to it and stick with it this time so went out saturday nothing major but had a good time. anyway i get home and find i have a voice mail from her. i thought great she knows i went out, so i just said hell with this i am gong to bed didn't listen to it didn't call back....i thought that was good.....so i thought.....sunday comes and i go into my e-mail account and i see she sent me an e-mail at first i said not gonna look but what can i say it got the best of me i opened it anyway.................. so she is ranting and raving about the last time we were together and how it was different and how we really didn't do anything (it was because there was no condom and recently we had a bit of a scare she thought she was preggo) so when we were messing around and couldn't find one i didn't want to pressure her or anything so i told her not to worry and we just cuddled and did the stuff that she liked,......so now months later because i didn't pressure her into sleeping with me without the iron hat she says i didn't want her or i was cheating that is why i didn't want her sexually.... i didn't call or reply to the e-mail cause tell you truth i didn't see this coming but i was so frustrated and kinda heated that i got drunk on sunday and now the hang over is killing me... what in the world is she doing to me??????? i think i need to leave this place for a while and have NC with no one i am really losing it Link to post Share on other sites
Illusion24 Posted March 14, 2005 Share Posted March 14, 2005 Wow..you can't seem to brush her off ...well let me tell you something... change you email (only notify those peeps you've spoken 2 in the last 3 months) change your # (only notify.....etc) BE A MAN!!!!! Don't let her get the best of you...I had a guy who never let me say no to him...no matter what it was I was at his beck and call...it sucked like a**!! I was tired of giving and not receiving so one day I just stopped but with the help of someone else...you need to go out (don't get too wasted so you can remember) and meet new people have others challenge you and give you excitement...why keep going back to the one thing that makes you miserable...why would anyone want to be with someone who brings out misery...be strong and get over it...she just wants to keep you around as her play toy...you shouldn't settle for that (unless you like feeling this way)...do you...???? Link to post Share on other sites
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