El Oh El Posted November 30, 2014 Share Posted November 30, 2014 I just need to disclose this, somewhere public, for my own good. I am this all the time. I really am this . I used to spot it as a kid among others. I knew who was real and who wasn't. It's sort of like those chirpy flight attendants who say "Thank you fly again! Thank you fly again! Thank you fly again"! And after the last passenger leaves, they drink the remainder of the mini scotch bottles and say F*** YOU ALL NEVER FLY AGAIN. The thing comedians talk about. I'm it. I'm it now. So.... "THANK YOU! FLY AGAIN!" 2 Link to post Share on other sites
Noproblem Posted November 30, 2014 Share Posted November 30, 2014 You feel unhappy I feel nothing.. which is worse? Link to post Share on other sites
Author El Oh El Posted November 30, 2014 Author Share Posted November 30, 2014 Nothing. Nil is better than noticing the s**t of the world. I'd rather NOT hear the tree fall, and not be aware trees make sounds. Babies, are the only happy people on the planet. Link to post Share on other sites
SpiralOut Posted December 1, 2014 Share Posted December 1, 2014 Meh, it's not the end of the world if you do this. It just means that you don't want to take your anger out on other people. However I think it'd be good for you to have an outlet for the anger, otherwise you might randomly explode at the wrong person one day. Link to post Share on other sites
Dontfindme Posted December 1, 2014 Share Posted December 1, 2014 Sounds like a sad existence. How does one rectify it? I go through phases of that myself. Link to post Share on other sites
Author El Oh El Posted December 1, 2014 Author Share Posted December 1, 2014 Yes it's very sad, but there is ways. It's tough though, some is "luck". Where you are born, the city you grew up in, what you look like? I find, admitting it, not only about yourself, but others, especially with the media, helps me. I like truth. I don't like fake. This fake happy I got is because I have to do it to blend in with society that fell for the corporate/marketing blitz of the post 9/11 years with this overt false sense of security. Well I'll tell one thing I do, which really helps me. Some liken it to a dose of sarcasm, but I find sarcasm can bite in the wrong way. So, I liken it more to a "stop acting", so if I act "Happy..", it's about 95% happy, and they can tell. I am not "Happy!Happy!", rather, I am "eh.. happy. Yeah. I'm happy.". Works like magic. Tells of your honesty. Think poker. you Raise, they immediately shove all in. You're like.. duuude. I like poker, but I don't like poker in "real life". It's creepy. In real life, I don't bluff. That expression on my face, means: "Yeah, I have no date this weekend. Let's drink". I don't get why girls and women insist on doing jumping cartwheels when it's clear they at home stabbing themselves with scissors.. Link to post Share on other sites
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