snappytomcat Posted January 8, 2015 Share Posted January 8, 2015 wow I cant believe I am where iam at today...I look back at my journal entries after dday,and I just cant believe the person writing that stuff was me,I was sad,angry just broken,i sounded weak,and hateful,at times I cant believe that was me,that I thought my life as I knew was shattered,and my heart broken into a million pieces,and I never thought I would forgive,and be happy again. It will be 2 years in june,and my husband proves daily that this is where he wants to be,im amazed that this is where I would want to be,ive matured so much,as I never knew I could have forgivness in my heart,i still have trust issues,and he understands this,and knows he is the cause of it,but it gets better daily,life isn't full of sunshine and roses but its my life,and im happy with it. my husband came home 2 weeks ago and surprised me with a week cruise to mexico,we leave Saturday,last time we went on a cruise we were kids,and other family so this will be a first for us,a cruise just with us,looking forward to it,although im always nervous to leave all my pets,i know they are in good hands,but I still worry. I just want to thank you all for helping me through this difficult time in my life,I will come back on to update after my trip,but I think after that its time for me to move on,and ls has helped me and now its time for me to move on,but I will never say never,this place is also kida of addicting 9 Link to post Share on other sites
thummper Posted January 8, 2015 Share Posted January 8, 2015 A cruise to Mexico?!!! Wow!!! What a guy!! I'm so pleased that you two are doing so well. Hope you both give each other lots of hugs (with a few kisses thrown in for good measure. ) Sounds like more good times to come. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Red123 Posted January 9, 2015 Share Posted January 9, 2015 So happy for you. So nice to read posts like this!!! Keeps hope alive. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
AlecKayani Posted January 11, 2015 Share Posted January 11, 2015 (edited) wow I cant believe I am where iam at today...I look back at my journal entries after dday,and I just cant believe the person writing that stuff was me,I was sad,angry just broken,i sounded weak,and hateful,at times I cant believe that was me,that I thought my life as I knew was shattered,and my heart broken into a million pieces,and I never thought I would forgive,and be happy again. It will be 2 years in june,and my husband proves daily that this is where he wants to be,im amazed that this is where I would want to be,ive matured so much,as I never knew I could have forgivness in my heart,i still have trust issues,and he understands this,and knows he is the cause of it,but it gets better daily,life isn't full of sunshine and roses but its my life,and im happy with it. my husband came home 2 weeks ago and surprised me with a week cruise to mexico,we leave Saturday,last time we went on a cruise we were kids,and other family so this will be a first for us,a cruise just with us,looking forward to it,although im always nervous to leave all my pets,i know they are in good hands,but I still worry. I just want to thank you all for helping me through this difficult time in my life,I will come back on to update after my trip,but I think after that its time for me to move on,and ls has helped me and now its time for me to move on,but I will never say never,this place is also kida of addicting Glad to hear that more and more people are able to find it within themselves to forgive their partners. All the best to you. --------------------------------------------------------------- "To err is human, to forgive is divine" howtoforgiveacheater.com Edited January 11, 2015 by AlecKayani Link to post Share on other sites
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