blind_otter Posted March 30, 2005 Posted March 30, 2005 I just wanted to bitch on here for a second. I have 2 really close friends in RL. I guess in a lot of ways I haven't been a good friend recently, but then again...I go out of my way for people IRL and they usually end up taking advantage of me, emotionally. So you get what you give. Anyways one friend, my female stripper friend, always bitches at me about her GF (they are lesbians) and talks about breaking up with her. Then I am expected to behave normally when I hang out with both of them. Well I can't help the fact that I feel weird around the GF. And I don't really get along with the GF at all. My friend also dose this thing where, when she is single, we hang out all the time, nonstop, and talk every day...and when she is in a relationship, she totally ditches me. In like, a rude way. Basically because her GF doesn't like me. All she does is hang out with her GF's friends. My other good friend is just being a total a**h*** lately. He was supposed to go to a concert a few weeks ago with Sgt. Bosco and myself, and he just....decided not to. He was at my house and just up and left before we went to the concert. He has been kind of friendly but basically not. Yesterday he was a complete a**h*** to me, and I drove 45 minutes out of my way to drop weed off at his house and he got made at me for not wanting to sit down and hang out over there. SORRY, I just wanted to go HOME!!!! He acted like I was the biggest bitch in the world. He is judgemental and rude. He and I hooked up last summer and then decided to stop and we took a break from the friendship, but ever since then I get to hear a constant commentary on how stupid I am in my personal life. Sometimes I wish I could just not talk to anyone for a while. They piss me off. I feel like I am there for them, but if I need anything they are like GOD otter is just a pain in the ass to be friends with uuuuuuuuugh. Now I feel like I have no friends. I get that way sometimes. It's probably why my relationships are always so unsuccessful. I give and give and give and when I don't get back the same level I feel all rejected and depressed. Blaaaaaaaaah.
EC Posted March 30, 2005 Posted March 30, 2005 I'm telling you men, chu, me, tally, tequila. No more worries..!! But man I know exactly what you mean. I always feel as if I got more and beyond everything for my friends and don't get it back. It really really sucks. Your like wtf and then if you don't do something for them it's like OMG your a b*tch! Wtf? And your guy friend I think you and is mad the hook up didnt work out so he's going to be all huffy puffy about your personal life!
Author blind_otter Posted March 30, 2005 Author Posted March 30, 2005 Yeah. I think I smoked too much ganja last night and I got paranoid for a second. I used to get waves of paranoia that would last fora while but since I cut back I totally have like 20 minute "panic attack" episodes that I can identify as being directly related to the wacky tabacky. But I don't panic, I just get all weirded out and insecurrrrr. And FINE, beyotch, bring it! I will SO kick your ass at topless mud wrestling. I am, thusfar, the undefeated champion. Off topic, I bought a pair of thigh highs and am disappointed that I need a garter belt to wear them. I tried to wear them to work underneath a cute knee-length skirt and I was walking back to my bedroom this morning and they rolled right down my thighs. I was like, oh no my thighs are NOT that fat, and then I looked at another pair and they had that sticky stuff on the top edge of the stockings, and these DIDN'T. They had little hoops on them. And I have been occupying myself by fishing little bacon bits out of my salad.
laRubiaBonita Posted March 30, 2005 Posted March 30, 2005 my lesbian frineds are like that too! i think it is just an overdose of estrogen that wacks those chics out! That is one of my Main reasons as to why i could never be a lesbian, most gilrs are way too catty and emotionally whack, plus i am not really attacted to chics. i have my own girl-whackness to deal with!
Author blind_otter Posted March 30, 2005 Author Posted March 30, 2005 Originally posted by laRubiaBonita my lesbian frineds are like that too! i think it is just an overdose of estrogen that wacks those chics out! That is one of my Main reasons as to why i could never be a lesbian, most gilrs are way too catty and emotionally whack, plus i am not really attacted to chics. i have my own girl-whackness to deal with! Dude, I feel you. It's kinda creepy how she hangs with only chicks, and is weirded out whenever I bring a guy out with us to hang out. Her GF really dislikes me, though, I can tell. She's always protesting that her GF likes me a lot, but Jeebus, you'd think I would be able to tell the difference between someone thinking I am human scum and someone thinking I am ok. Cracks me up that her GF thinks I am a huge ho-bag when I get less ass then either of them combined. I also think EC is right about my other friend B, and he is just stupid about everything but he is such an old friend I wish he would just get laid and stop being celibate. Or go on prozac or something.
Illusion24 Posted March 30, 2005 Posted March 30, 2005 I think your second friend, The Guy, is likey likey you...If you know what I mean...He's probably thrown some signals at you but you've seem to ignore them...maybe he just frustrated and can't stand yo a$$...lol j/k
laRubiaBonita Posted March 30, 2005 Posted March 30, 2005 Originally posted by NeverSayNever I think your second friend, The Guy, is likey likey you...If you know what I mean...He's probably thrown some signals at you but you've seem to ignore them...maybe he just frustrated and can't stand yo a$$...lol j/k WELL DUH!!!!!!! Read the post by B_O, "I have a big crush on my friend, so now I have to end the friendship. " didn't you, NSN, even post a few replies in that one?
Author blind_otter Posted March 30, 2005 Author Posted March 30, 2005 Originally posted by NeverSayNever I think your second friend, The Guy, is likey likey you...If you know what I mean...He's probably thrown some signals at you but you've seem to ignore them...maybe he just frustrated and can't stand yo a$$...lol j/k Man you should have seen him when he met Sgt. Bosco. It was like two rabid dogs circling each other. And then instead of hanging out with me (he probably WOULD have gotten laid if he had come with us) He just gave up, and left, and now acts like a bitchy gay guy or a woman on the rag when I talk to him. I found him weed yesterday and it was all, oh you got it from M (this other guy I used to hang out with briefly, who was kind of nice, but has been selling weed for like 10 years and since my exH went to prison for that I just can't deal)...blah blah blah....like he didn't want the weed because I bought it from some guy I dated briefly. I should have said, what, it's not like M rubbed the pot all over his genitals or anything.
Author blind_otter Posted March 30, 2005 Author Posted March 30, 2005 WELL DUH!!!!!!! Read the post by B_O, "I have a big crush on my friend, so now I have to end the friendship. " didn't you, NSN, even post a few replies in that one? Actually, B isn't Sgt. Bosco....B was supposed to go to a concert with me and Sgt. Bosco and chickened out. a**h***. That's so weak. this is confusing. I will come up with another name for B....Capt. Murdock.
EC Posted March 30, 2005 Posted March 30, 2005 Actually, B isn't Sgt. Bosco....B was supposed to go to a concert with me and Sgt. Bosco and chickened out. a**h***. That's so weak. lol have you ever had sex with sgt bosco? You probably answered this but Im too lazy to look. And yeah you friend is so frustrated with you that he flips on you... I can hear him thinking now.."Damn I'm good loking im nice to her we had good sex why dont she want my ass?" "f*ck her then " LMAO
Illusion24 Posted March 30, 2005 Posted March 30, 2005 Thanks B_O that's what I thought...I know what I'm talking about...Their two different guys...DUH!!!!
tiki Posted March 30, 2005 Posted March 30, 2005 Man, I was almost confused for a second. LOL....BO's goin thru the A team. Let's call her the A Team Ho!!!
Author blind_otter Posted March 30, 2005 Author Posted March 30, 2005 Originally posted by EC lol have you ever had sex with sgt bosco? You probably answered this but Im too lazy to look. And yeah you friend is so frustrated with you that he flips on you... I can hear him thinking now.."Damn I'm good loking im nice to her we had good sex why dont she want my ass?" "f*ck her then " LMAO No I never slept with Sgt. Bosco, we made out a lot, and damn if that was great..... Now Murdock, (going with my A-team theme) -- he is ok but obsessive-compulsive like a motherf*cker. So is Bosco, but not to the same extent. Murdock was the one who said we had to stop being FWB because we did it while I was broke up with my psycho ex and then I got back together with psycho ex. And so, I don't see with Murdock should be all pissy since HE was the one who wanted to stop f*cking occassionally.
EC Posted March 30, 2005 Posted March 30, 2005 And so, I don't see with Murdock should be all pissy since HE was the one who wanted to stop f*cking occasionally. Did he want to stop because he was getting real feelings and knew you weren't going to have it so he had to separate himself not wanting to? I'm so dramatic! lol
Author blind_otter Posted March 30, 2005 Author Posted March 30, 2005 I..... Is Da A-Team Ho! My exhusband is Hannibal and my psycho ex is Faceman. oops. Mr T played Bosco Barcus.
Author blind_otter Posted March 30, 2005 Author Posted March 30, 2005 Originally posted by EC Did he want to stop because he was getting real feelings and knew you weren't going to have it so he had to separate himself not wanting to? I'm so dramatic! lol I bet he did. Then he shouldn't have stayed friends with me. Dumbass! I have made it clear to Murdock that I am not going to f*ck him again. I can't help it if I have the bomb ass p*ssy.
tiki Posted March 30, 2005 Posted March 30, 2005 Call it what ya want...but you're sure keeping me entertained. More BO! More!!!!!
EC Posted March 30, 2005 Posted March 30, 2005 I can't help it if I have the bomb ass p*ssy. Correction I have the bomb a$$ pussy..just deal with it!
Author blind_otter Posted March 30, 2005 Author Posted March 30, 2005 Originally posted by tiki Call it what ya want...but you're sure keeping me entertained. More BO! More!!!!! THe funny part is that Mr. T actually played the character Sgt. Bosco (BA Baracus)....MY Bosco is friends with Mr. T, thus the name correlation. Although Bosco was saying last night that Mr T doesn't call him so much any more because he thinks I am poisoning Bosco's mind against him. In actuality, Bosco doesn't do coke and since Mr T does it every night, you can only hang out with him for so long because he is always so....hyper. Always here to entertain, tiki....as the title says, my RL friends are sucking a$$ lately, and I just bought a buncha weed, so what ELSE do I have to do???
Author blind_otter Posted March 30, 2005 Author Posted March 30, 2005 Originally posted by EC Correction I have the bomb a$$ pussy..just deal with it! What, do you want to fight? Well this has to be settled with a wrestling match. But mud wrestling is too easy. It's KY jelly wrestling, then. OOoooops, how did THAT get in THERE???
tiki Posted March 30, 2005 Posted March 30, 2005 Originally posted by blind_otter THe funny part is that Mr. T actually played the character Sgt. Bosco (BA Baracus)....MY Bosco is friends with Mr. T, thus the name correlation. Great!!!! I'm still confused!!!!! WTF have you done to me?! And I never really watched the A-Team. I just know who Mr. T is.
EC Posted March 30, 2005 Posted March 30, 2005 What, do you want to fight? Well this has to be settled with a wrestling match. But mud wrestling is too easy. It's KY jelly wrestling, then. OOoooops, how did THAT get in THERE??? BRING IT ON!!!
Author blind_otter Posted March 31, 2005 Author Posted March 31, 2005 Feh! I got home from work yesterday and my computer was off (which is unusual because I leave it on all day). Granted it is like Frankenstein, the oldest part of it is like 5 years old, the youngest part is like a year old. I opened up the tower and it smelled like burning. Or burnt, rather. And there was a blackened spot near the power supply AND the fan. So...I hope neither of my HD's crashed. In any case I don't really mind that much. It's just a 'puter, in the end. better that I can't chat after work. My hands have been getting sore. My lesbian friend was all nicey wicey when I called her. I still think she is an idiot in her current relationship because they f*cking moved in together basically like a month after they met. I think that is weird. I totally understand spending weekends together or spending the night, but not EVERY SINGLE NIGHT. Gawd. So I was "penciled in" to hang out with her on friday... This guy I saw a few times and then broke it off with, the nice guy who was extremely intelligent, but bad in bed, asked me to go see Sin City with him on Friday. Which I agreed to, but I am paying for myself. He better not think it's a date. He is too much of a weiner. I told him when I said we weren't a good match that we wouldn't work out, and in recent phone conversations I keep emphasizing that, but I saw him out the other night and he was dancing with me and kept saying "Wow you are so sexy" welll duh, but I'm not f*cking you to-niiiiiiiight. I am not calling Murdock. He needs to go to his room for time out. And get on some paxil or something. I spent an hour on the phone with Sgt. Bosco last night. He was over at Mr. T's house early in the evening but called me as soon as he got home and we watched South Park while we were on the phone. I am in a high school relationship, apparently. It was so cute. He ended the convo telling me I should go take a shower and go to sleep. How cute is that. I that. If I don't watch out I will end up getting attached to Bosco without even having sex with him. God what if that is his plan? What if he is reeling me in so I get all emotionally attached to him before we have sex? What would having sex with someone like that be like? I would probably freak out. I've never had sex like that, and he knows it.
Illusion24 Posted March 31, 2005 Posted March 31, 2005 It was so cute. He ended the convo telling me I should go take a shower and go to sleep. How cute is that. I that. If I don't watch out I will end up getting attached to Bosco without even having sex with him. God what if that is his plan? What if he is reeling me in so I get all emotionally attached to him before we have sex? What would having sex with someone like that be like? I would probably freak out. I've never had sex like that, and he knows it. Had the same convo last night with Lozano...We talk all the time about how passionate our love making would be...The kiss is incredible imagine becoming one and bringing that passion out...My heart beats fast thinking about it and I get dizzy...wow..This is what it's suppose to feel like?? We haven't had sex yet but damn it I thinks its coming...But first I have some unfinished business to take care of...wow B_O I think it would be intense for you and just maybe for the first time it will feel Pure!!
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