Samantha89 Posted March 2, 2015 Share Posted March 2, 2015 I met this guy through Tinder about a month ago. He said in his profile that he was in london for a few months only and wanted someone to show him around. I normally only use tinder as a fun game when I have nothing to do at home, but not normally meet anyone. We started talking and maybe because it seemed less like a tinder date and more like an foreign guy who don't know london very well, we met. It was weird at the beginning, but it was kind of cool too. We have been seeing each other for the last month. The thing is that I find extremely difficult to date guys, I always push them away rather sooner than later. I am not sure what is it that I am afraid of. I just can not let anyone get to close to me. As soon as I start dating someone, I find a million things I don't like about them and just run away. With this tinder guy, I just can't seem to find anything wrong. In spite of all the things we disagree in, I can't stop thinking about him. I want to see him all the time. BUT obviously he is going back to the US in a few months, and of course he has a lot going on in his life right now (university, internship, etc) dating me must be like one more thing of this experience. I absolutely think that is the right way to think about it, we can not take it as a long term thing… but because is so new for me to LIKE LIKE a guy, I feel like I might be giving too much! I don't want to get to hooked with him, but I can not let go either! Argh I don't know how to tell my mind just to shut up and enjoy! I hate to think that I may like him more than he likes me! Childish, right? Also, I slept a few times at his place, but there is something stopping me from actually having sex with him… Maybe I feel that if we do it I might just completely lose it? lol please someone help this poor crazy girl. Link to post Share on other sites
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