Feeling numb

[j10]

It's been a week since I found out that my H, groped and kissed some girls and woke up drunk and with his zipper down. He says nothing happened but I'm not sure he would tell me if something did happen. I found out from a friend of mine at the party. We have been married for a year and a half and am almost 5 months pregnant. I was very upset at first, as anyone would be. I thought of doing the same...but I'm pregnant and even if I wasn't I'm not going to his level of immorality. My mood throughout the week went from that to just not caring. We have been going to counseling since the beginning of the year, for porn vs. ignoring me. This week alone he has been putting more than his part in our marriage and in our household pull. It seem to me, that no matter what he does, it's just not good enough or I just don't care. Is this normal? We agreed to a trial separation for 6 months this summer. I'm not even sure that would be the correct path to take. In my aspect, I'm thinking of myself, because I know that he'll just go wild without me. Scared to find out if my feelings for him are dissipating or if its natural. He knows something is different because of the way I look at him alone. Also, I'm one of those crying wives...I tend to cry for a lot of things. However, yesterday we talked for hours about this and didn't even feel sad. Is my marriage over? I'm so confused...I'm not mad, sad, remorseful, not even disgusted. Can anyone explained this to me?

[feelingalone]

All I can tell you is that the first year of my marriage was the roughest one of all. You probably are having feelings of resentment towards him b/c of what he's done. Try bringing it up to a MC and get those feelings out.