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loveweary11

Jesus. I've been divorced for a few years now. There is this group of women (all younger because I simply do not meet ones my age anywhere), that I've been involved with and become close with over these few years.

 

I have had initial feelings of love for 3 of them, but didn't act on it in any case.

 

One of them doesn't reciprocate in anything else but friend/FWB.

 

Two other ones today both dropped the craziest bombs on me. Both today!

 

One said, "you look miserable, let me come save you" "let's go to an island", " you should marry me (hint, hint)" The other said, "I miss you so much, I'm crying now. I regret my decision to move back home to Italy and I think life would be much better with you by my side."

 

Now, I'm a great expert at reading everyone's stuff on here and giving opinions. But i can't figure my own head out.

 

However, I'm lost and not following through on either of these. I can't seem to picture myself with anyone at all. I keep finding things about them to make an excuse noit to ger serious when I think (tell me if I'm wrong), these girls are both dropping huge hint bombs.

 

Why can't I proceed?

 

Why, after a marriage, is it so impossible to bring yourself to want to do that again? Or even to have exclusivity?

 

I'm never going to get a relationship or possible marriage because I am getting cold feet every time.

 

Does anyone else have these problems?

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