Illusion24 Posted April 22, 2005 Share Posted April 22, 2005 So, lately I haven't been feeling myself. I try to think of the things that are going on around me and I'm trying to analyze the way things are going...but I can't seem to understand or why I'm feeling the way I'm feeling? This has nothing to do with a guy or friends or anything really personal with someone else...It's with me! I tend to close myself and not ask for help or act a certain way around people that makes the atmosphere uncomfortable but I can't help it. I get into these moods that nothing makes me happy... I tried to find a new hobbie, and maybe talking to someone would help but I feel no one will understand...Or is it just me that I feel as if I'm all alone. I have a problem trusting people and I don't know why either??? Any comments or words of wisdom to open up my mind would really help...I need it bad, crying for help no one sees it or seems to care.... Link to post Share on other sites
blind_otter Posted April 22, 2005 Share Posted April 22, 2005 Blame it on the full moon babygirl. That's what I do, anyways. Link to post Share on other sites
IhavenoFREAKINclue Posted April 22, 2005 Share Posted April 22, 2005 Originally posted by blind_otter Blame it on the full moon babygirl. That's what I do, anyways. Or the water. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Illusion24 Posted April 22, 2005 Author Share Posted April 22, 2005 Yeah right...I wish it was that easy Link to post Share on other sites
IhavenoFREAKINclue Posted April 22, 2005 Share Posted April 22, 2005 Do something spontaneous. Go out and meet new people! End up on a boat to Canada. Maybe your to used to a routine and need to break out of your shell. Your still young and a lot of time to worry about BS! Go out and Have Fun! Link to post Share on other sites
d'Arthez Posted April 22, 2005 Share Posted April 22, 2005 It could be a mild depression, and it could be that you really wonder about life, and your achievements and blunders (we all make mistakes). If the former is the case, you'd better make certain that you recognize that. A seeming lack of energy could go with both of these possibilities. If the latter is the case, you have to face your problems and achievements alone, as only you can make sense out of everything you have done. The good and the bad. There is no escaping from your own mind. You can pursue hobbies, go to Canada or go on a drinking binge, but that will not solve your issues. Link to post Share on other sites
gwennebe Posted April 22, 2005 Share Posted April 22, 2005 Is there a full moon? I've been feeling weird myself lately. Don't want to do anything but lay around. Always feel tired. Feel like my friends don't care about me all that much which I know deep down isn't true but I feel unsettled and unhappy and there is no reason for me to feel this way at all. I was wondering if it was because of stress? Link to post Share on other sites
alphamale Posted April 22, 2005 Share Posted April 22, 2005 Originally posted by NeverSayNever So, lately I haven't been feeling myself. does this mean you stopped masturbating? Link to post Share on other sites
whichwayisup Posted April 22, 2005 Share Posted April 22, 2005 So, lately I haven't been feeling myself. does this mean you stopped masturbating? Sadly, this is how I read that too! Link to post Share on other sites
blind_otter Posted April 22, 2005 Share Posted April 22, 2005 Originally posted by NeverSayNever So, lately I haven't been feeling myself. I try to think of the things that are going on around me and I'm trying to analyze the way things are going...but I can't seem to understand or why I'm feeling the way I'm feeling? I sometimes have these moments where I stop analyzing everything and start thinking that my problem IS that I analyze everything....maybe it's hard to understand, logically, why you feel that way you feel because that's just what it is. FEELING. Emotions make no sense, I mean there are reasons behind why you feel them but those reasons are multidimensional and many-layered, ranging from what you read or watched on TV last night, to how you were disciplined as a child, to what kind of food you ate this morning. On wednesday I was in a blue funk and I was bitchy even though my new guy was pampering me. I don't know why, I've been in a strange, easily altered state for the last week. I blame my period, I dunno. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Illusion24 Posted April 22, 2005 Author Share Posted April 22, 2005 There is no escaping from your own mind. You can pursue hobbies, go to Canada or go on a drinking binge, but that will not solve your issues. So, true... The thing is...I'm usually pretty upbeat and the 3 C's...Cool, Calm, Collective...But for some reason, I have no reason ...you get me??? I sometimes have these moments where I stop analyzing everything and start thinking that my problem IS that I analyze everything....maybe it's hard to understand, logically, why you feel that way you feel because that's just what it is. FEELING. Emotions make no sense, I mean there are reasons behind why you feel them but those reasons are multidimensional and many-layered, ranging from what you read or watched on TV last night, to how you were disciplined as a child, to what kind of food you ate this morning. I'm a Gemini...that's all I do, analyze EVERYTHING...It drives me insane!!! Then what's funny I'll get into these weird moods where I don't give a F*CK....AND POOF IT'S GONE!!! I need to drink a whole bottle to the head...I think that would help don't you?? Anybody wanna join me!!! Link to post Share on other sites
blind_otter Posted April 22, 2005 Share Posted April 22, 2005 Or just smoke a fat doob. Link to post Share on other sites
Bubbles Posted April 22, 2005 Share Posted April 22, 2005 Bubbles is joinin you darlin'........<<uncapping a bud now>> Cheers........drink up! bubbles Link to post Share on other sites
Bubbles Posted April 22, 2005 Share Posted April 22, 2005 Oh I almost forgot ....... a toast......... Here's to you Here's to me Hope we never disagree If we do F*ck You and Here's to me!!! bubbles Link to post Share on other sites
EC Posted April 22, 2005 Share Posted April 22, 2005 I get into those moods too..and I close up and I dont talk to anyone. Because I feel like they are not on my level and that no one will understand. So I end up in a cacoon. But I have realized that harms me more. And when I do eventually talk to my friends they dont judge me or scold me but they do listen. Even though sometimes i feel as if my friends are tired of hearing the same complaints out of my mouth! And you are crying for help and you think no one cares but maybe they know you and are just letting you close up and are waiting for you to talk to them about what your feeling? Link to post Share on other sites
Moose Posted April 22, 2005 Share Posted April 22, 2005 NSN, when I logged on this morning and saw your avatar, the one where your standing next to a drape or something, and you have that smile on your face, I though to myself, "Now there's a person who's generally cheerful most of the time. I'd love to hang out with someone like that." You have a beautiful smile, and from what I can, a nice personality. Buck up, go clubbin' and have some fun! And remember, this too shall pass! Now.......get me a beer while I roll this dube............. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Illusion24 Posted April 22, 2005 Author Share Posted April 22, 2005 I'm trying to make sense and I know my friends are supportive but it some things they just can't help...At least not right now... When I'm ready, they'll be the first to know??... I do admit...I'm very private when it comes to my things and emotions, I just don't let people in so easily...I've never had 'true' friends only my family...and of course they're all judge-mental in their own ways.. I'm going to get f*cked Up 2night and get crunked up...Toast 2 all....Cheers!!! Link to post Share on other sites
Author Illusion24 Posted April 22, 2005 Author Share Posted April 22, 2005 Now.......get me a beer while I roll this dube............. Beer... LOL Link to post Share on other sites
d'Arthez Posted April 22, 2005 Share Posted April 22, 2005 Originally posted by EC I get into those moods too..and I close up and I dont talk to anyone. Because I feel like they are not on my level and that no one will understand. So I end up in a cacoon. But I have realized that harms me more. But this can occur time and again, EC and NSN, unless you solve the problems that are underlying this behavior. Or are indeed aware of what causes you to get these moods. As for people around you not understanding, that is only the case if they were not understanding of you in the first place. Again, if this are some inner demons you face, you can't escape them; unless you are willing to repress these demons. Partly that is the healthy thing to do, and partly it is unhealthy, as you don't know what they will turn in to. For some people repression works better, and for others the fighting of the demons works better. Or it might be a short depressed period, and then you probably best of dealing with it as you usually do. If it lasts for a little time, don't pretend it is nothing at all. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Illusion24 Posted April 22, 2005 Author Share Posted April 22, 2005 Oh Alpha...what am I going to do w/ you.... !!! Link to post Share on other sites
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