somewanderersarelost Posted May 15, 2015 Share Posted May 15, 2015 I've posted here before -- I was seeing a guy in an open relationship for about a year. I got really caught up in it, and I tried to end it a few times. I was never successful at it until (maybe?) now. I'm just really scared that I'm going to break NC, so I'm posting here instead. The last time I posted here, he had crapped all over me around my birthday. I unfortunately went back after that, and we resumed things. I was starting to get crazier and crazier, though, and my friends were getting very annoyed. I was now that guy, the one who continuously goes back to someone who is completely wrong for him and will never be his. Cue annoyed friends. About two weeks ago, the guy came over, and we hung out. He was sort of distant, though, and I found that hard to take. I didn't mention that I was sad about it, but I'm sure he could tell. He left, and we said we would talk soon. I decided that I wasn't going to contact him again. He texted me a few days later, but it was just some stupid emoji that makes no sense. Normally, I would reply to that and we would talk. I just let this one go. And that was it. We haven't spoken since. I just keep questioning things -- wondering if maybe he's mad at me; if maybe my friends said something to him (which I highly doubt); wondering if I can keep this up. I'm just having a lot of thoughts, but mostly I'm wondering why I care so much about someone who cares so very little for me. I think it's time to move on. The main problem here is not just that I really miss him, but also that I will have to see him in public soon. There are a lot of events in June where we will both be present, and I'm already dreading seeing him. How should I behave? Wave? Say hello? Ignore him? Link to post Share on other sites
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