Morbius Posted June 20, 2015 Share Posted June 20, 2015 I posted this as a part of another thread. It belongs here. My dear friend and I are working hard on us, and I am grateful for her. Here is the post: If happiness was easy anybody could do it. I believed I didn't deserved happiness after what I did to this caring wonderful woman who is my dear friend. I thought I lost her forever...and it hurt, not because I hurt, but because she hurt, it was devastating. :'( She needed me, and I f**ked up and almost destroyed a beautiful thing. Almost Yesterday was the best darn day ever for me. My dark clouds are dissipating, and the future is bright. And it was because she reached out to me. She...reached...out...to...me. She contacted me, and we talked, really talked. And by her forgiveness her grace, I am the luckiest man in the world. She does not like the word never, as in never say never. I started a sentence with, "I could never..." and before I uttered another word, she immediately "scolded" me and of course she is right. But in this instance I will NEVER betray her again, and before anyone jumps to conclusions it was not the usual betrayal culprits. The road to Hell is paved with good intentions...and by her grace my road to Hell is now closed. More important, I have my dear friend back. People, the first half of 2015 has been brutally painful for her, no one deserved what she went through, and was put through. I was a part of her pain too. Despite this, it was her who reached out; it was her, not me, her. She still believed in me, in us. I was not strong, she was not only strong but courageous. She took a leap of faith, and I will NEVER forget it, because it means the world to me and she does too. There's that darn word again. Second chances are rare, and I damn well will not screw this one up. This is also probably my last post for the foreseeable future. Peace to all Link to post Share on other sites
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