First time seeing her in 6 months. Does it mean anything?

[okokok]

A women I dated on and off for a couple years broke it off (for good?) 6 months ago. We traded a few texts in this time but never saw each other since. I asked her to meet up a couple times but it never ended up happening for one reason or another.

 

I will not dig into our history much. Long story short, we both had communication/trust issues, danced on and off casually for a couple years, and finally decided to give a relationship a go. She broke it off a few weeks in without providing any real reason. It hurt because we had overcome a lot to get to that point and I was so happy to finally get the chance to try a relationship with her. One of those short lived relationships that you always wonder what the hell happened.

 

To boot she is literally one of the most beautiful women I have ever laid eyes on. I missed her terribly.

 

Then recently I randomly see her at a bar. I tried avoiding her and wanted to leave but did not because it was a friends birthday and I did not want to act weird.

 

Anyways eventually she comes up to me, says hi gives me a hug and tells me that it does not have to be awkward. I made some joke about it being her fault, we laughed, talked for a couple minutes, and went about our ways.

 

Later in the night I was talking to one of her friends at the bar and she just comes up and basically starts twerking on me. I was like Wtf and just kind of ignored it.

 

I think it threw us both off seeing each other and maybe we both drank a little more then usual out of nervousness.

 

As I am leaving the bar I see her again, tell her goodnight/goodbye, and she asked where I am going. I tell her home. She grabs my arm and walks out the door with me. I call a taxi and as I am waiting we sit and talk. Mainly drunk talk. The main thing I remember is asking her why she followed me outside and she replied because she is "drawn to me and always has been." Because I was drunk I think I also asked her why she left me and why she refused to see me since. Her response was because "she had to" and because "she couldn't."

 

Anyways, she ends up coming home with me. I offer her my bed and told her I would sleep on the couch. She says she wants me to sleep next to her. I do. We don't have sex or even kiss. I just held her (big spoon). All night, even after she fell asleep. I know it sounds kind of creepy and it killed my arm... but I just remember not wanting to let her go and feeling complete unadulterated love, knowing that in the morning things would go back to normal and she would be gone again.

 

And they did. She went back to being cold. Short text responses and showing little if any desire see me again.

 

Just want some input here on what happened here. Is this normal? It was the last thing I expected after going so long without seeing her. Are there any signs that there may still be some mutual feelings and a chance to rekindle here? Or do I just need to do my best to shrug the whole thing off and continue with NC? Thanks...

[casey.lives]

wants to sleep next to you.. sounds promising.. summer just started... she'll be back