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melodyspecial

Loss my mom nd baby near the same time. I just want to give up and end my life. I have no hope anymore. I wanted children so bad, I feel like mother hood was taken from me. I have a condition thru pregnacy that makes carrying a child difficult hypermesis gravidorium, Now I have a grandma with cancer I can't take it no more.

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I'm sorry to hear all this, sometimes life throw everything at us at the same time. This can make any human feel despair and lose their sight as well as clarity on life. Grieving is important, we all do it differently, but emotions need to run their course. Don't be afraid to use your partner as a pillar of strength, I'm sure it's not easy for anyone around you. This is all too soon to think about but perhaps in future, should it be an option, there is always the possibility of adopting. Many beautiful children around the world need a good home, and since you do have the desire for a baby, it might be of interest. You know this best yourself, stay strong for the time being and I hope you'll feel better soon. Warm regards to you and I'm sorry for your loss, treasure the memories of your mother and let them heal you, as I'm sure she would want you to be happy.

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I'm so so sorry for your loss.

 

For some reason, I have the strongest gut feeling you were meant to do something great. I've never felt that before....don't even feel that about myself!

 

Hang on, don't give up, and when you can, start looking for what you're being refined for.

 

Also, try to get some therapy to help you carry this load of grief for awhile.

 

You.can.do.this.

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