I feel like I am broken

[Felicite]

He's an 11 month old Boston Terrier

 

We have been working with a trainer lately. Things seem to be improving so fingers crossed!

 

 

My ex called me the one night, drunk as per usual, told me that he didn't want to be with me but that I needed to know that he was in love with me and that he didn't know what to do . That he missed me yadda yadda.

 

I am very proud of how I handled it. I know its breadcrumbs and honestly, I don't know if its because i have so much other stuff going on with life right now, but it didn't seem to phase me at all. I know they are just meaningless words from him. In the past this would have caused me to breakdown and cry because of how strongly I felt towards him but not anymore

 

Haven;t heard from him since and I am 100% OKAY with that. I think I have finally realized that he is NOT my whole world and though I may always love him, I deserve so much better than that. I am actually starting to BELIVE this now.

 

All of my drive and focus is now on me and my life and my dog.

 

 

So I guess this is a celebratory post lol

 

Sorry to anyone who has PMed me. Things are really hectic right now and Ill get to them when I have a free minute. I do appreciate all the continous support I have found here!

 

Nice to hear you’re doing better Sunshine!

Your ex must have some nerve calling you and saying sh** like that, especially if he is with another woman if I remember correctly. Feel sorry for her and happy that you are not with him.

Next time don’t even pick up the phone, it’s not worth to hear his drunken rambling lol.

Great to hear you’re focusing on your life. Keep up the good work!

[sbk24]

Hi Sunshine,

 

How have you been getting on recently? I am finding it incredibly tough with NC, even though (same as you), my ex has treated me like s*** and is already seeing someone else after a 8 year relationship.

 

It is good that you kept everything to a minimal with him.