I don't feel right in my head anymore, does this pass?

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I wanted him to love me so much, but he doesn't, not really. And I'm going to be okay.

 

I'm sorry to have frustrated so many. I can't blame anyone. I'd kick my arse if I was someone else. It was always about the baby, and my son, my clinging to this dream. But it's time to wake the cripes up, and I know it.

 

Thank you so much.

 

Kieraglass,

 

You come such a long way. It should always be about your children, the one you have and the one that may have been.

 

I would ask you, although you should remember your baby, do not let it get in the way of caring for the boy you have.

 

You can and will someday, find a loving man to share life with, accept that you have to make that happen and move towards the goal.

 

Wish you luck.