A Month of Head Games..

[Warriors]

This actually continued for another 5 days after I posted this. Just back and fourth nonsense. Games. a couple of fights only because I cant avoid them when talking to her she's so mean / harsh, she turns everything into an argument. Acts cold and now is just lying all over the place about little things. She was never dishonest with me when she had respect for me and was my girlfriend. Now she's single and lost respect she lies about little things, dumb things all the time.

 

One of these nights she was sending me exclusive pics in bed.. Two nights later she's telling me were never seeing each other again or ever going to be together again. Saying absolutely anything and everything to hurt me and kill my hope, until I realized she was saying most of these things because she knows it hurts me. So I didn't talk to her for two days and wasn't planning on talking to her until next tuesday, I'd text her seeing whats going on with her daughters birthday which would be the next day. (who I miss very much ; I was at her first birthday and help set it all up) it's looking like it's not going to happen.

 

After not talking to her tuesday and yesterday, she called me tonight snooping around. Asking me to prove Im not talking to other girls. Doesn't make sense when I know for a fact she's talking to other guys flirting around. If she wanted to sleep with somebody she could, but hasnt and I know she hasn't yet. i just want to start plotting my ways to move on. By her making a call like last night makes me want to chase her. Thats what she wants obviously cause everytime I stop talking to her for two days she calls me.

 

But meanwhile Im blocked on facebook while she posting selfies and adding a bunch of dudes I know this because of a family member who's still friends with her on her page. She may be just enjoying the freedom. Also she's known to have given all of her exes a second chance but one. I have a feeling I'll get my oppertunity again but by the time so I wont want her as bad as I do now.

 

Dont know what to make of any of this.