blind_otter Posted May 18, 2005 Share Posted May 18, 2005 This is why I have a heavy bag in my garage. You can do it, put yer back into it! Link to post Share on other sites
Author purple21 Posted May 19, 2005 Author Share Posted May 19, 2005 man - i just have bad luck - why oh why worked out last night, read, went to bed early, woke up in a great mood, having a good day then my coworker (his old ex) just comes over to talk to the woman in front of me all giggly "Oh just talked to X (the guy) and he told me he just got approved to buy a house, blah blah. We are back to being friends like we use to be isn't that cool" I think she is visiting him at his desk everyday. She's living with a dude and practically married. I don't want to hear about it though. She has to start talking to him now? Yeah great - sorry needed to post and vent - all the crappy feelings just came back in a huge wave - i guess i'm just writing here instead of to him because i really feel like saying something to him - so mad Link to post Share on other sites
blind_otter Posted May 19, 2005 Share Posted May 19, 2005 write away, m'love. Better to vent here than make an ass out of yourself on email. (which can and does happen frequently). Whatever, she's just a ho. Nah, for real though - you are doing good. There will be minor setbacks but I promise, take some deep breaths, take in your surroundings, feel the ground underneath your feet and the chair underneath your ass and your hands touching the arms of your chair. There....all grounded again. I'm rootin' fer ya. Link to post Share on other sites
Author purple21 Posted May 19, 2005 Author Share Posted May 19, 2005 lol - thanks i'm sure everyone is sick of hearing about it but damn i'm pissed, hurt, and embarassed and just need to let it out yeah - I'm done making an ass out of myself - I refuse to anymore - that's what i've basically been doing for 5 months - even though i really want to you are right the best thing is not to say anything to him about his current disappearing act - i just really have to be strong this time - especially over the weekend ok - grounded again - breath in breath out i think i'll have another piece of Nicorette Link to post Share on other sites
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