Chloecat Posted August 28, 2015 Posted August 28, 2015 Hi Throughout my 20 odd years in abusive relationship. I wrote some poems....helped....here is one I wrote just before we split up (temporarily) in 2011 Look at the date Baby Realise this You crossed the line with your evil tongue and contrary heart - Its over! Look at my face Baby see the weary lines How much time did I give you? Over and over again till I cant give another day to you? Its over! You pushed me pulled me swore and controlled me You said you loved me then just as I relaxed believed you Knocked me - Down, down, down. And I got up! Didn't I? Always believing, hoping, trying enduring, always positively starting - again. Praying, for your gentle heart to stay. And your Big Brown Eyes to remain- Warm. Then you spin me round and kick me down, down, down. And Why? For What? What have I done?! No more Baby, Look at the date, the year, the time, You crossed the Line. You crossed the line. With your Middle Finger stuck up at me, hatred emblazoned on your face for me.... You told me...."Its Over" And I finally.....Agreed.
Author Chloecat Posted August 28, 2015 Author Posted August 28, 2015 November 2011 I cannot wait to start again to love again to breathe again The future calls me and its bright the shadows fall back in the light of fresh dreams and hopes. I feel my heart beat - faster My breathing quickens My eyes glow once more with a new found joy. I pray this is the real thing, the forever thing the open door I cannot wait to find out.
Author Chloecat Posted August 28, 2015 Author Posted August 28, 2015 Separated. 2012 He has lost me I am free! In my own home, my space, my first proper home! A place to be to laugh to smile And this is it finally! Traumatic though - those early days were - It was relatively easy..... compared to what went on..... before. 1
spiderowl Posted August 29, 2015 Posted August 29, 2015 Amazing poems, Chloe, really capturing how it must have been for you. I hope thing are so much better for you now.
mgutierrez Posted August 29, 2015 Posted August 29, 2015 I really loved your poem that's exactly how I feel at this point
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