Thinking if to break n.c

[marcusdevilliers]

me and my ex broke up and the last time we talked, well texted, it was just about her staying with her friend because she started school. she said she will be busy during the day and to not call her during the day? what does that really mean?? dont call during the day or dont call at all????? i just told her i wont and for her to enjoy her first day at school. i ended right after with goodnight and she said thank you and goodnight.. we were close and together for over 2 years, she broke up with me because she said she didnt love me. but after she did she called me and we talked like three times for over an hour. were decent convos we talked and laughed. after the night we last texted i decided to go N.C with her and its been over 2 weeks. i dont intend to break the N.C but knowing how we were im thinking if shes waiting for me to message her or something,. truth is im also trying to get over her, and i do keep a little hope that we may get back together but not alot. i think im jus really waiting for her to contact me 1st and see what she has to says. but im not looking towards it because i dont wanna hold on hopelessly for her. so i think the best thing i should do is move on and if she does contact me deal with it then.