is he really loved me ever??

[innocent girl]

hi all...

let me clarify first my English is li'l bit poor...

 

Now I am starting my story which I can't talk with my self even now...I am 27 years single woman ..before just 1 month I met my MM ...that time was like fairy tell..he showed me many dreams when he told me that he MM I said no can't spoil any other woman's life ..he said she is not my choice..i cant stay wid her...she is like dump..i really want u in my life...u r my life..I was like so much sure for him ...he said that he can do marriage with me right now still he was MM...he said he can do anything...still I wasn't convince to do any physical activity with him...now the day came...he met me and said yesterday night i went my wife's parents house and talked with them that i want divorce with your daughter ..our marriage is not working more... then he said but still i want u and only u...i can do anything for u...if u said we can do marriage right now...I felt how good man he is for me as he is fighting with whole world just for me...I gave him self...we had done sex ...again we met again he said that he loves me so much and bla bla bla....again i was trapped ...again it happens third time...but that time i found he is lieing with me..coz his wives call i heard she was talking normally ...I asked him tell me the truth k u really ever said to ur wife and family to getting divorce? if its true then why ur wife talking with u just casually? I told yes i said...she call me just to ask i really want divorce from her? i really dnt think so ...

then next whole day i was trying call and msg...he blocked me everywhere...after that again i tried a lot to meet him...we met I asked him k wts ur status now? he said i m suffering a lot...but don't worry i will do it for u...

then again my no blocked and from anther no i called him then he said i m wid my wife whenever i will get time i will surely call u but he never call back me...i was waiting and waiting..then i went his office just see him n0t else..he was sacred coz we both are from same cast sow many people knows me and him commonly...at his office he said pls go from here my father will come and my and your reputation will b spoil and all at evening i will call u dnt wry...i left his office silently ..still i was waiting for his call or msg ...he text me today what u done i really hate u..i will meet u after tomorrow...but that day still didn't come i felt he used and throw me out so ..just yesterday i talked with him from fake id ..he even dnt knw that i m on this id...he is telling k now he cant do marriage with me...he told that i was lier...my god knows i never ever lie with him...but he wants to give any reason to throw me...he is telling to everyone...that I slept with him...today finaaly i text him from some site..that i m coming to ur house..then he called me and said i dnt want to talk with u more now...i requested him just wanna meet u once...but how can he meet me? he haven't any answers mow...still asked him did u really felt i m that much cheap girl who can sleep with anyone...he said he haven't any answers..i told i m going to commit suside then even he said ok if u want to do that u can do...now i m thinking what to do...i can't left him like this...but...

as I am coming from good and reputative middle class family...my parents and me have only one thing our good reputation which is spoiling now...i am so much hurt and angry now feeling what to do? I can't go his house coz if i will go whole world blame me only as i m woman ...i m wrong? , i cant say this to anyone coz no oNe can understand how he cheated me...as i m too much known woman at my place for good dids and social work...i am really blank...can't eat can't sleep....what to do can't think even...if i will not do anything with him..he will spoil many more girls life...as he is millionaire many girls come easly in his talk...can any one suggest me wt to do? can I have to say his truth to world?

Edited September 14, 2015 by innocent girl

[Mount]

Hard to read somehow, could not read after two rows.

[whatatangledweb]

You knew he was married but he lied about leaving her. You slept with him after he told you he told her parents he wanted a divorce. You had sex with him a few times then he blocked you after each time. Then you showed at his work and then he ended it? Why would he tell people you slept with him? His wife would find out that way. Yes, you have a right to be hurt and angry. What lie is he telling people that you want to correct?